On The Run

Chapter 17👑

December 6th 2014
12:35pm
Brooklyn ,New York

Duchess 

I sat in front of my moms grave with tears running down my face. Wincing ever so often I have a black eye a few broken ribs. The older I get the more vengeful  I get.

"He did it again mom he beat me and rapped me it's been happening  since mich died. They killed him I went to the funeral  4 years ago he had to have a closed casket  because he was cut In pieces  the only person I had left. The world doesn't like me I was almost there  mom I was almost there. Gret just let me back into the world ever since my failed suicide he kept me locked up in the house. Homeschooled he only let me out now because  he wants me to help stick men up I don want to mom. He is gonna get me killed. I love you why did you have to turn to drugs why did you have you leave me. Imma find the man that killed you it's only a matter of time. One day imma stop being pussy and run away. I got to save money doe I have the money that mich gave me before he died. He told me about a box that he left in the bank that I can't get till I'm 21. I haven't seen Jay in four years I hope he didn't think I abandoned  him because his moms doesn't love him she worried  about a man that beats her son. I gotta go tho moms I gotta  talk to mich I love you forever and always. "

I made my way to mich grave I kissed it sat my flowers on it I sat down in front of it.

"You said you would be here forever you lied soon as you left me he did terrible  things to me. I gotta do terrible  things to people  mich and I dont want to. I'm weak I'm broken I dont think imma make it. I haven't been here since they first put you in the ground how did you let this people  kill you. You were the only one left mich the only one. I'm dying slowly  he said he was enrolling  me back in school  I have to go with permanent  scars. I have to things that ik ashamed  of. I'm not strong I'm weak weak!! Yall left me. Why why was it me that got left. Inna couple years imma be dead because I was killed by a sick perverted man that doesn't give a fuck about anyone. It's your fault  it's your fault you left me mich you left me here to die you and my mom left me to die you were my father  my rock now I'm alone. I got go find jay before gert finds out im gone. Bye"

I got up and walked away from the grave out of the graveyard. I went to the subway to catch a train close to jay block. I got off the train walking five mintues to jay block. I saw a girl on his shoulders  and him and his homes laughing  and goofing around.

I saw one of his homies tap his shoulders  and point my way. Jay pushed ole girl off his shoulders  and started  walking my way I felt tears slide down my face as I ran to jay and hugged him tightly when I reach him.

"Key where you been yo I been looking for you for- who the fuck putting they hands on you keyoni" . He said looking at my eye and my bruises cheek .

"Can we go somewhere  and catch up please I have to hurry before  gert realize  I'm gone"