Another story of love, grief and retrospective Chapter 1: Love

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I must admit that I was made to be had by Liam he hid his game well with Sophia, I who thought I could trust her with her " she's just a friend " , yeah a friend who kisses you on a terrace of coffee but hey I guess now it's over to him and me. I'm lying th on my bed gazing at my ceiling for the past hour, I think I have not watched an hour, I put music to think about something else, but the music that passes only made not think of anything else, and I don't have the motivation to get up to change it, so I leave the song, now that the song comes Billie Eilish's song " i love you ", great, and there it is too much, I realize that I shed tears for a guy who doesn't deserve them, I hear knocking on the door, I don't want to see anyone .

- Open it is important, said Stewart on the other side of the door

Nothing is more important now.

- Liam has had an accident.

Wait what, I get up from a good, open the door to a sad Stewart .

- He was hit by a car, which he had cut priority.

I can't believe it, I'm falling to the ground, always with Billie's song in the background.

- He has been transferred to the nearest hospital, you want to go see ? Wonder Stewart

I he answer yes, even though I wanted to say no, for what he has done.

- We will leave in about twenty minutes, to get you back well, he said with a weak smile He is right, I must not go there in a depressed state otherwise it is me that we will make box, I go to the bathroom, to take a shower which I hope will help me to look better, I delay a bit in the shower, because it's too much, first the break and now the accident, my best friend told me it was not my fault, and it's true it's the fault in Sophia if she had remained an away from it, particularly from us, none of this would be would not happened. I then decided to finally get out of the shower, I look in the mirror and what I see is that I am still too awful, but hey I'm not going to pretend to be happy when everything is going wrong in my life. I dress and try to do my hair properly, but after three attempts I stop everything I'm tired, I'll go like this. I go down to the living room where my whole family knows, my father gets up

- Do you want us all to come or do you want to go with Miranda ? Ask my father

I know that them they return nt in the hospital, I decides to go with Miranda, at least I will be with someone who will be what I go through, Miranda accepts himself up and recover his bag, and we go to the car. Once inside Miranda asks me

- You know Emma, ​​can you tell me what's wrong you know ?

- Yes, I know, but here I am against a lot of people. But I don't say anything

- Come on tell me, what's bothering you, can it do you any good ?

I told him it was passed the other day on the terrace of coffee when I saw th back with Sophia in front of him, who was trying to kiss right before my eyes, and I blamed myself for having said yes, to go out with him on the day where we danced in my room, I blame myself for having had confidence in him.

- I see, but you want to know what my best friend said to me when I was your age and my boyfriend left me ?

- No , I don't know, mine is just wanting to emasculate it if it comes.

C e that makes us laugh with Miranda, but she resumes

- She said, "there is no love, if there is no pain, to put it back in retrospect ".

- So if I understand well, it m ' has to suffer because he loves me ,?

I don't understand anything anymore