Another story of love, grief and retrospective Chapter 1: Love

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That makes five minutes I left e group to back home, the words of Liam me are still in the lead, I still walk looking down, I wonder where I can be good, I go my phone by putting the GPS, what an idea to leave when I don't know the place.

- Can I help you ?

I turn around and discover that Jake was following me, it's weird, so I stare at him

- Why do you look like that ? He asks embarrassed

- Why did you follow me ?

He rubs the back of his head with a faint smile - Liam m ' did swear to bring you back to the bar with us, o u te escort at home

Yes, I see Mister Liam allows himself to give orders, which he is not able to apply himself, it is the hospital which does not care about charity , but I decide to put the bazaar , I will tell him that I want to go home, since he knows where I live and it has seemed to know or we do

- I want to go home

He looks at me strangely, I think my proposal does not suit him too much, but I do not care, there what I want now.

It is to be lengthened e in my bed watching a good movie and forget e what I have to live with this so.

- Good if that's what you want, then I'll accompany you.

- Thank you

And we're off s towards his car parked not far from here, now that I think, I am not party e as far as I thought, what makes me think that I suck on my sense of direction, we reach the car and we set off for home, I know that I behave like a child not wanting to go to their evening, but I prefer to be alone e . The ride up to visit me done in silence, no music, no discussion.

Just me looking out the window and him focused on his driving, we come to our first red light and this tension does not suit me and makes me uncomfortable so I decide to break the silence

- What is it ?

I feel it relax

- I do understand not you and Liam, you love, but you breeze z one and the other because of the distance, I know this is huge distance between France and Canada.

He stops as he searched for words

- But, Liam does not intend to stay there

- What do you mean he's not staying there, what do you mean, where does he want to go ?

Jake di me does nothing, because he is the best friend of Liam and he wants to say anything too. The light turns green and we start again but this time, Jake has m is the radio to my delight, I never liked to travel in silence, I can say that we are driving really fast to finally return to our activities , but that would be lying, I have the impression that Jake is doing his best to drive as smoothly as possible, either he is fully in his driving to avoid us an accident or he is waiting until I decide to turn around and go back to face Liam.

My conscience wants to back, but my pride would want not to turn around, but the ride up at home is getting closer and I want to know why Liam, do not want to stay there, with a little courage and the ball in the belly I turn to Jake.

- Jake, I want to talk to Liam

I see from the corner of my eye i l a 've r happy this decision.

- FINALLY, he screams with joy, hang on

- Why ?

And by pronouncing this sentence, he presses the accelerator and we are ready to rally in town, we are off in the opposite direction of the house, I will finally have explanations, the radio plays horror film music , it's scary it looks like we're headed for death, I see that my fear makes Jake laugh.