Another story of love, grief and retrospective Chapter 1: Love

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We are there, I do not believe that today is my departure my return for France, I do not want to leave, I would not like to have told Liam that our history would not work , I would like to close my eyes and reopen and see that I did not go e my father almost a month and I have met an individual that it all be a dream. But it is not the case, all is true the suffering which I caused to Liam and that which I also feel for my departure, I do not want to leave it, but I did not really have the choice, it was necessary see the truth in the face, long distance relationships never work , even if it hurts to admit it, I think I will always love it, but for now it's impossible, so I finally get out of my bed and finished putting my stuff in my suitcase and my bag, someone knocked and enters

- How are you ? Ask Miranda

To be honest, I feel ashamed, I would never have had to say yes to Liam to go out with him, I don ' have no time with him, because now I feel ill at the thought of leaving, although my came was the basis for my father, but our relationship is starting to get better, but I meet Miranda

- I feel sad, spent time with all of you, it was wonderful, thank you for everything, I said with a weak smile.

It is true that she is not my mother, but she is a good friend, she is far from the person I imagined and I am happy that she is with my father, even if I would have preferred that my parents stay together , but he could not continue to destroy himself as it was, but Miranda gets up and says to me near the door :

- How's Liam ?

I have been lowering my head for a few days now I have no news, I have no idea, he will not be there for my departure and I know it very well, how could he come after telling him that we will no longer be together, I feel completely stupid, but I saw the truth in front, he has his life here and I have my life in France, I take my last suitcases and take them down to the living room, my father is also sad that I have to leave, that we certainly spent little time together, but he was able to make efforts and I thank him, we are face to face and he speaks

- You come back whenever you want, the door will always be open to you, he admits

I feel like I'm going to cry, we have about fifteen minutes before leaving for the airport, I go back up to take a tour of my room, now empty, when I think it was in the same state a month ago of that, but when I get back everything will be better and everything will be better too. I see a photo of Liam and I, I take it and keep it in my pocket, I will have time to look at it on the plane, I go back down to have breakfast, even if I am not particularly hungry, it I need to eat something, the boys are already ready, because they wanted to come with Miranda and dad to the airport to say goodbye, they were nice to me from the start, finally my vacation here, will not have that the negativ ity , I seized a bowl and my favorite cereal when and eat on the bar in front of the TV, there is such an atmosphere of sadness and I do not like it, I feel my phone vibrating, I throws me on praying that it's Liam, but it's only Amanda who tells me

From Amanda to me

My Canadian returns to the fold

The message e s t follow full emoji with eyes shaped heart, I l u sends a response, then I see the name of Liam down one of Amanda, I click on the conversation, no response to my last posts, I think I will not have in sister more than that, I lock my phone and a car that guy in front of the house, I recognize this car is Janette, I go out of the house to go see her, she gets out of his car with Jake this last lesson to me and takes me in his arms and whispers in my ear :

- I'm sorry for you and Liam

I do not answer and I stay in his arms, hugging him a little harder, I refrain from crying, but his grandmother comes towards us and pushes his grandson :

- Let her breathe, brat, ah Emma comes to hug grandmother

I go to her and take her in my arms and she says :

- Nice kid, she said patting me on the back, she released me and looked me in the eyes

- When you come back to me you spend a quick phone call and we will be a moment between girls, she added, taking a big seal of his coat.

She'll always make me laugh, with her smoke, Jake rolls his eyes and approaches me with an envelope

- It's just a photo of the three of us, you Liam and I, open it when you 're ready, he said before taking me in my arms

Our embrace stops and Jake smiles at me

- soon, 'he said before leaving with Janette I them do one last wave before returning, it's time to go if one wants not I miss my flight.

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We arrive at the airport in record time, there were not many people on the road, although to my regret, we walk together and arrive the moment that makes us want to cry, our paths separate , I take my father in my arms, I am on the verge of breaking down , but I hold back and once finished I take the others one by one in the arms.

- It was a pleasure to meet you Emma, ​​said Miranda

- Me too, I replied

I release our embrace and wave my hand and go to customs to check my things and I turn around and I feel that my father and the others have not moved , I turn around from time to time and they leave at the moment I am also on the other side in the direction of the plane, I still see us and f we have sounds a last sign of hand before I finally get on the plane, which will take me home, away from here, far from my father and Miranda, but especially far from the one I still love Liam I go towards the plane and I recognize someone, it can't be her, I look good and if it is she, what are t Sophia, what she cares there, and why she is dressed as a hostess, oh no, tell me that I dream it can not be a stewardess air, I walk and look the other hostess and I calculate on which I will fall, but as fate and good fucks u e, I fall on it, great.

- Hello, she said head down

She looks up and sees me her smile disappears, if she looks for me, I throw myself on her

- You are on the back row in the middle, I wish you an excellent trip with us, she said with a smile as false as these nails.

But I'm not looking, I'm going to my place and I'm between an empty place and a boy who reads a book with his earphones aimed in his ears, he raises his head and I move a little to let myself pass

- Thank you, I said on the verge of tears

- With pleasure, he adds with a smile

The last passengers join us and a voice in the loudspeaker is heard

'' Ladies and Gentlemen, your flight to Paris will take off, please sit down and put on your belts and we wish you a great flight with us ''

It left the plane starts from, so Liam is really not come to tell me goodbye, I hope everything will go well for him, now my life French small will resume there when I left .