young and naive ²

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You had layed still on Larry's bed, the reason he'd gone out still wondered around in your mind.  Anxiety rushed through your body and you didn't have a clue as to what you were to tell Sal.

How would he react? 

You were only 17 and not yet close to turning 18.  Every thought of scenarios that lead to bad outcomes rush through your mind. 

What if Sal doesn't want it?  What if he leaves me?

That last thought would probably leave soon as you and Sal live on the same floor anyway.  You almost wanted to just slap yourself right then and there but the fact that your hand was so shaky, you couldnt even do that.  Much less getting up.

You shivered and curled up into a ball of anxiety.  You felt tears coming but you held them back.  Until suddenly.

What will Katherine think?!

You took a tight grip to your hair and tugged so strongly.  You almost wanted to just scream away your emotions, but everything around you just seemed to be closing in.  Confusing emotions.

Your breathing pace increases and you began to engulf yourself into the overwhelming sense of anxiety.

But it all came to stop when you heard the door opening. It was Larry.

" Larry? Where did you go?"  I asked.  He looked at me and said that he had gone out to make sure that no one had heard a word but also went to go check up on Sal.

"I asked Sal if he had noticed you feeling different..  he grew a little sus and asked if I had talked to you.  I denied it and said I hadn't seen you since the time we'd gone to the 5th floor.. I noticed him not really paying attention to me.  He was too busy working on the extra modifications to his gb.. he told me he'd stop by later to check up on you." He finished.  He noticed you frowing and looking down.  Larry felt extremely guilty. 

"Sorry I couldn't get anything out of him," He says.

When he stayed quiet you closed your eyes.  Larry noticed the tear.

"Y/n.."

"No... Larry, it's.. it's okay.. I shouldn't just leave this to you... I need to talk to him... gosh I'm so stupid."  You say clenching your fists.

"Y/n you shouldn't beat yourself to it.."  He says sitting on the bed taking ahold of your hand.

You sighed and closed your eyes.

I hate this.

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Sorry this took long to come out, i was supposed to update this but i forgot because i ended up doing a speech to text of a german version because i got distracted and forgot that i wrote these in english.

- From my Samsung notes^^

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