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Eleven

<Kaycee POV>

Running to Tahani's car, I sat down with a thump. I covered my face with my hands like I've done so many times before as I let myself  sink into Tahani.

'Hey, hey, it's okay. Did he say something mean? K, you've got to tell me. I can't help you if you don't tell me' tahani said slightly panicking.

' T, I don't want to talk about it just yet' I said releasing myself from her embrace and leaning back against the car seat.

'You know that's what you always say. I'm gonna end up finding out anyway, so the sooner the better'. Tahani whined, holding onto my hand.

Taking a deep breath, I told Tahani the whole story, as in the whole story. I made sure that I didnt leave out a single piece of detail because I wanted her to know exactly how I felt and exactly what Tate said to me.

'Who know Tate could be so cruel?' Tahani whispered.

' what do you mean Tate was cruel? She apologized and she was just telling me stuff that Sean told her. Sean as in my best friend, Sean' I said almost screaming.

'Look I know where your getting that idea from, but maybe, just maybe you should go back in there and talk to Sean. He's my friend too and although what he said to you inside was wrong, I don't think he would ever say that about you' Tahani said calmly. 

'I don't know T, I don't think I'll be able to handle seeing sean, it'll just be too much' 

'Look girl, I ain't leaving this stupid parking lot without you talking this out with this Sean. Your 17 K, your nearly an adult, so act like one' Tahani said in the nicest way possible.

Realising that I wouldn't win this conversation, I opened the car door carefully and slowly walked towards Sean's house again. And when I say slowly I mean at the pace of a snail- slowly.

I let myself in and decided to ignore the weird looks coming from Julian, Josh and Bailey as I sprinted up the stairs to Sean's room. My hands were sweaty as soon as I realized I was right in front of his door. It's okay Kaycee. It's just Sean, your best friend. Right? No need to get worried. Well, maybe I should be worried. He did say he was just forced to be my friend. 

Rubbing my palms together and fixing up the way my sweater looked , I entered myself into Sean's room. He was laying on the bed like usual. But unlike before he was lying on his stomach with his hands tucked neatly under his chin. He didn't even flinch or turn his head when he heard the bedroom door opening, he was fixed on the bed as if he was glued and couldn't  move.

Walking over carefully to Sean's bed, I sat beside his feet while I played with the loose strings from my sweater. Deciding to break the silence, I spoke up. He quickly whipped his head around tome after the first word left my mouth.

'Hey,Sean'

'Hey'

'Umm, I'm-'

'I'm really sorry Kayc, I shouldn't have gotten so worked up before, you deserved to know beforehand'.

'Oh yeah, um that's f-fine. I w-was just wondering if w-what you said to T-Tate was true' I stuttered before I scolded myself for being such a mess.

'What do you mean?' He asked.

'About our friendship Sean, is it true? Are you just faking it?'

'W-what? H-how. W-when did she tell you'

'So it's true then,' I said dangerously calmly.

'Kayc, I'm sorry,'

At this point, I was infuriated. How could Sean lew, my so called best friend have been faking this the whole time, just how? Balling up my fists and clenching my jaw,I startled at him as if he just killed my family.

'Sorry? Sean if you didn't want to be friends, then you could have just told me. Why? Why Sean, why did you have to do this to me?' I said at the verge of tears.

'Kayc-'

'Don't Kayc me. You were just faking it this whole time, while I thought of you as my best friend.'

'Just listen Kayc, I admit I did say that to Tate. But i was talking about when we were younger. I was just so angry Kayc. Please, I felt that way before, but not now' Sean pleaded.

'Bullshit. So you were just being my friend because you thought nobody would like me because you felt so bad for me that I wouldn't have any friends without you.'

'Kayc, please-'

'I told you don't call me Kayc, only my real friends call me that'

' I told you it was just an accident'

'So what if it's just an accident ,you still thought it , you still knew it. You never wanted to be around me Sean. So why did you ask me to be your dance partner Sean. Was that just for some selfish reason of your own too' I shoused.

'No, Kayc. I chose you to be my dance partner because you were my best friend and you were so raw and amazing when you danced'.

'So you chose me because I was your best friend, huh? Well then I guess our partnerships over now, because I never want to see you again Sean. I hate you' I cried

'You don't mean that Kayc' he said coming closer to me.

'Stop get away. I hate that I can't hate you' I said bawling my eyes out. 'You can't just hate me one second and then pretend like you actually care two seconds later. Just stop Sean. If you never wanted to be friends in the first place then we'll have it your way.'

'Kayc, Ricebowl, angel , please.' Sean begged as he tried to hold onto me again.

'No, please just stop. It's been so fucking hard Sean. Every single time you talked with a girl ,it's been so fucking hard. Every time you talked about Tate, it's been so fucking hard. You're meant to be a genius, Sean. Your meant to know that I love you'. I shouted.

AN- OOOH. KAYCEE JUST CONFESSED THAT SHE HAD FEELINGS FOR SEAN. BUT WILL THOSE FEELINGS EVER BE PUT TO USE SINCE SEANS WITH TATE?

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