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No

"No, You don't deserve anybody"Akira kept whispering to me. Why does she like hurting me? Why does everyone like hurting me? Adrian fell asleep in my bed. We talked for hours about everything. I thought about telling him about my friend Akira, but I'm sure he's already met her. Shes searching for a reason to make me upset. Shes making my mind spin. Adrian is cuddled next to me. He hasn't moved in about an hour, but his breathing isn't a steady pace. It's like he's listening to me think. I close my eyes and roll over so I'm facing him. I slowly peaked through the seam of my eyelashes and he had his eyes open and he was smiling. "Adrian! Not funny I thought you were asleep!"

"I was, but you started talking to someone and it woke me up. And I decided to listen.i couldn't help but smile when I saw what you were doing."

Heard me talking? Talking to who? Akira? Was I thinking out loud?

"Shh..your supposed to be sleeping" Akira was taking over. He was inches away from my face. I could feel his breath on my neck. He took his hand and rested it on my neck, and pulled himself close enough to kiss my forehead.
"Goodnight loser" he said as he rolled the other way and wrapped my arms around him.