Cut

Morning

When I woke up Adrian was gone. I looked out the window and the car was gone too. Mom must have went to work. Maybe Nathan left too. I checked my phone. Three missed calls from mr.paliet. I completely forgot about him. Adrian walked in and handed me a water, but he had it poured into a cup. "Thankyou", I said as I giggled. Why was I such a fan girl when it came to him? "Where have you been?" I asked him.

"Got a little hungry and snooped a bit. Went through this book, I didn't know it was a diary, I'm sorry" he said as tossed my diary onto my bed. I write everything in there. It's like he knows my entire life now. "So, who's the special teacher? I see he texted you" he looked through my phone too? He must know about Akira too. I wrote about her lastnight. I wrote the way she made me feel about him. I hold back tears of embarrassment. "Hey hey, don't cry, your pretty hot yourself, cutter"

"Don't call me a cutter. You make it seem so easy"

"It is easy. Isn't it? One cut. Two cuts. Three cuts. A million cuts. It all happens so fast, doesn't it"

He thinks I'm a coward. He looked at them while I was sleeping and saw that they were messy and fast. " it's time for you to get out of my room so I can change please" I said to him. He stepped closer, and before I could even blink he kissed me, hard. He nearly knocked me over. The harder he kissed me the more Akira wanted it. He grabbed my arm where the cuts were, which just made her scream inside my head even more. I didn't know what to do other then follow her lead. Follow his lead. Follow his mouth. His tongue..his hands..everything.