Kiss My Eyes And Lay Me To Sleep

Chapter 10

Okay, well here's another chapter! :) Hope you guys enjoy reading it

BTW: I based the Phantoms heavily on the SOA crew from Sons of Anarchy. I just based them in Virginia instead of California. No hate pretty pleaseee lol ^_^

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain there is healing

In your name I find meaning 

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes

That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain is the healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what you will throw my way

And I'm hangin' on to the words you say

You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone

I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain, there is healing

In your name, I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm barely holdin' on to you.

I woke up the next morning, smiling. Nathan and I had talked on the phone late into the night, and now I was feeling the affects. It was already eleven A.M. Damn that boy and his cute charm for making me loose beauty sleep! Once I pulled myself out of bed, I threw on some clothes and brushed my tangled mess of hair.

"Morning." Mom announced as I wandered into the kitchen.

"Morning."

She then set a plate of food in front of Sena and me. "I talked to the s-o-c-ia-l w-o-r-k-e-r this morning. Court's a two weeks from today." She spelled out social worker so as not to alarm Sena.