Kiss My Eyes And Lay Me To Sleep

Chapter 11

Well here's another chapter :) Hope you enjoy! Oh and the song from my last chapter was Broken by Lifehouse. I really encourage you to check it out :D This one's called Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing.

You were so scared.

But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared.

After my dreaming, I woke with this fear.

What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.

And don't resent me when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory.

Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid. I've taken my beating

I've shed but I'm me.

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through

I've never been perfect but neither have you.

So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.

Don't resent me. And when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself!

I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.

Don't resent me. And when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself!

I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

I pulled out my duffle bag and my "Guinness" shoulder bag, filling them with all my essentials. I packed as many clothes as I felt I'd need, a few books and movies, my personal hygiene items, a few pictures, and my phone.

I came back upstairs, seeing Jax help mom with her packing. I felt a twinge of guilt at just leaving her and Sena, but it wouldn't be a permanent separation. I would just be staying at a different house than them.

"Sena, I've gotta go, okay?" I stooped down to give my little cousin a warm hug. A few tears escaped her eyes.

"Take care of Aunt Carol okay? I'll see you in a few days." She nodded and hugged me tight.

"I'm gone mom." I mumbled as I walked out the door. Once I knew where I was staying, I'd let her know I was okay.

I placed my bags in the back seat of my truck, and started it up. Where the hell was I going? I put the vehicle in drive and pulled out on the highway. Before I knew it, I was pulling into the local McDonalds. Guess it wouldn't hurt to have an ice cream while I figured things out.