I think I love him... [KIRIBAKU]

Trouble

BAKUGOU'S POV:

Why the fuck did he hang up?

He's not okay, he needs help, and I want to help, but he won't fucking let me.

"shit... SHIT!"

I said while blasting a punching bag I had in my room for when I got angry.

I tried to call him again.

His fucking voice mail popped up.

So I tried again... and again, and again.

I was desperate. I tried messaging him, snapping him, I even tried to send him a dm on Instagram.

...no response.

"FUCK!!!!"

I sat on the ground for awhile, thinking about what the fuck had just happened, i then I started hyperventilate, and then eventually sobbing. I fell down, crying, and punching the ground.

"DAMMIT KATS!" My mom said walking into my room to yell at me.

"There's a reason we bought you that punchi-

At this moment I didn't give a fuck if I was weak, or vulnerable, I just wanted to know that my boyfriend wasn't fucking harming himself.

"Dammit," she said under her breath while coming over to sit by my side.

"What happened?"

I didn't want to say anything.

So I didn't.

"Katsuki, what's wrong? I've never seen you like this?"

"It's nothing..."

I said taking a few deep breaths and getting up.

"Sit your ass back down Katsuki."

She grabbed my shoulder pulling me back to the floor.

"What the fuck has been up with you?"

"Nothi-

"And don't you say nothing!"

Should I tell her? I don't need her t-

"Is it about eijirou?"

I wanted to say something, but when I heard his name and tried to talk, all that came out was tears.

"What happened?" She asked.

"Idk... I-I was FaceTiming him and I think he might harm himself again or worse, I cried out.

"Wait again? Does he have a history of self harming?"

I nodded slowly, still crying.

"Do you know why?"

I knew I couldn't tell her the reasons, she'd get the cops involved, and he told me not to tell...

"His mom recently died... it's been hard on him."

It wasn't the full truth but it was enough.

"Oh right... is that the only reason?"

I nodded into her shoulder.

I got up and calmed myself down.