I think I love him... [KIRIBAKU]

Morning talks

Bakugou's point of view:

I woke up in my bed, my eyes feeling dry and puffy, my nose being runny, and my head feeling fuzzy...
Wait Was I crying?

I tried to get up but couldn't cause I was in the warm embrace of my...friend Kirishima.
I liked it, it felt nice and right...
I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head down on his chest, and melted into his warm body thinking he was asleep.

"Mmm Bakugou, what time is it,"
He asked in his cute raspy morning voice.

I glanced at the clock and sighed
"5:40..."

"We should probably get up soon."

"Yeah I guess but you're too warm."
I squeezed him tightly,

He hummed all cutely but then gently pushed me off.

"come on, don't do that," He said while looking down and biting his lip...man he looks hot doing that.

I froze feeling bad again.
"I-I'm sorry, I get kinda uh... clingy sometimes. But YOU BETTER NOT LOOK AT ME DIFFERENT OR TELL ANYONE!"

Kirishima's eyes got wide and then he smiled all adorably looking like a little puppy.

"Don't be, I find it cute."

"Cute?"

He got up and went to the bathroom door, and then turned around and looked me in the eyes.

"Yeah like really flippen adorable."

I really hate being called adorable but hearing it from Kirishima made me feel warm and fuzzy,
...man I sound really fucking gay....

"I'm gonna take a shower."

Part of me really wanted to join him, the other knew I shouldn't, so I didn't
I was kinda sad to be honest...

*****

Kirishima's point of view

Part of me wanted to invite Bakugou to shower with me, but I knew I couldn't, I didn't want Bakugou to see my cuts...and to look at me as unmanly and weak.

I knew it was bad that I did it but I didn't know how to stop.

I hopped into the shower looking at my thighs seeing the cuts and feeling them burn as the water hit them.

I got my uniform on and went out Bakugou was ready and waiting to leave and I really was wanting to ask him something.

"Hey uh, Bakugou."

"Yeah, shitty hair."

I decided to ignore him calling me that still and asked my question anyway.

"Do you want to keep this all a secret, or....is this not anything....."

He sighed and then walked over to me hugging me and resting his head on my shoulder.

"Of course I want this to be something....But I'd appreciate it if you kept this a secret, I wish I didn't feel that way but I'm just not ready to have something so personal about me exposed."

He took a very shaky breath and started to speak again.

"Especially after what had happened a couple weeks ago... people are already staring at me... and whispering about me because it was all my fault."

He started looking down clenching his teeth together clearly upset about something."

"Do you mean what happened to
all might?"

He nodded his head still looking at the floor.

"YOU KNOW THAT WASN'T YOUR FAULT RIGHT!"

I don't know why I yelled at him like that, but knowing he felt that way just made me really upset, and I grabbed him by the shoulders and pulled his head to my chest, and hugged him tightly not letting go of him.

"H-he lo-lost -everything because-o-of m-m-me," he stuttered out into my arms.

"He was just doing his job."

"I know! But if I hadn't been so weak!"

"YOU AREN'T WEAK BAKUGOU AND YOU KNOW IT!"

"BUT IN THAT SITUATION
I WAS, i was helpless," his voice was starting to crack when he said the last part.

I pulled him away from me and looked him in the eyes and I told him,

"You are far from helpless you are so independent, and strong, and manly,
And I look up to you so much."

I felt tears start to form in my eyes, just knowing that he could think so little of himself.

I was still looking in his eyes when I told him,

"You are amazing and I know you know that but you just need a reminder,"

I leaned into him and kissed him softly and pulled back right away.

"We should get going," he whispered,

"Yeah we should I said grabbing his hand a squeezing it, and giving him a reassuring smile.