Murder left behind - the sequel

chapter five

Y/n's POV

I open my eyes slowly and see Tom looking at me and Jay. It honestly really hurts my feelings wishing that this could've been us. But it will never work again. It would never worked back then. He is the opposite of me. I slowly move and he immediately walks away. I lay Jay down and step out of the bed. I slowly lay him under the blankets and walk away. I walk into the kitchen and hear Tom sniffing softly. I don't know what to do so I walk away slowly and softly.

Tom's POV

I see her opening her eyes and I quickly walk away I want her to see me like this. Like. Like I'm vulnerable. I am not vulnerable. I walk to the kitchen and quickly wipe my tears. And I hear a sound behind me. I grab my gun not knowing it's Y/n. She puts her hands in front of her face falling down on the ground.

"Don't hurt me!"
She says scared

"I won't"
I say putting back my gun

"Thomas I really want to-"
She says

"Y/n just shut the fuck up! You can't change fucking shit so get the hell back into that room!"
I scream at her mad

"I WAS HAPPY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE AND YOU FUCKED IT UP"

"YOU REALLY FUCKED UP"
I get tears in my eyes

"I REALLY BELIEVED FOR ONCE. I HAD FUCKING HOPE. I LOVED AGAIN"
I feel the tears walk over my cheeks and that's the first time when I look over at Y/n. She is looking down playing with her finger nervous, crying.

I quickly walk away before I embarrass myself even more.

I need to kill someone. I need to kill someone fast because I need to get away from my stress. Take a life to make mine better. That's what I need. That's what I want. I'm not a fucking man that cries. I'm a man that kills.

I wipe my tears and look into the mirror. I adjust my tie and my belt and walk out of my bedroom. I get into my office and call Sage. He is the new guy and I think I have a perfect task for him

"Yes Thomas? You called me"
He says a bit nervous

"I have the perfect first task for you and I think you'll be great!"
I say with excitement

"Oh that's amazing!"
He says smiling awkward

"You have to kill that boy Noah I was talking about right?"
I say

He nods slowly.

"Do you think you can do that?"
I ask, questioning him

"Yes! Yes of course"
He says

"Here are the files of where he is right now. I made sure he is close so you only have to kidnap him and tell me when that is done okay?"

"Yeah. Yes sure"
He says nervous

"Is everything okay? You're  sweating your fucking balls of"
I ask

"No, yeah I'm just a bit hot"
He says pulling at his neckline

"Great I have to take care of some business now."
I say and he walks out quickly.

I sigh and stand up. I walk towards my room and get into my workout clothes. I walk downstairs and I look into the workout room. I walk in and see Y/n boxing. She's really concentrated. She gives one last bit and pulls out her sweater. She's takes a deep breath and kicks the punching bag again. I see big bruises and scars on her ribs, arms and shoulders. She tries to kick again but she has low energy. She takes out her AirPods and sits down seeing me.

She quickly tries to put on her sweater but I walk over to her and grab it.

Y/n's POV

I try to put on my sweater to cover myself up but he walks over to me and grabs my sweater. I knew he would. I could predict it. He wants to know what it is. But I can't tell. This is the most embarrassing thing ever. I've kept this to myself. No one knows. And no one should know.

"What's this?"
He asks

"Wh-what do you mean?"
"Fuck- I can't stutter. Come on Y/n just lie. Lie to him"
I stand tall

"The bruises and scars?!"
He says like it's obvious

"Oh! Oh yeah it's nothing"
I say laughing it of a bit.

"Tell me now."
He says with a mad face

"It's nothing Thomas I am serious"
I say crossing my arms.
"It really is nothing. Nothing ever happened. He never did that. He never."
I swallow loud.

"Listen here Y/n."
He says while walking closer and closer. I take small steps towards the wall.
"We can do this the easy way. You tell, I listen. Or the hard way. I punch and you tell. Which one you prefer ?"
He asks

I feel my back slowly touching the wall. I stand up straight and look up.

"It's nothing"
I say determined

He puts his arm against the wall coming closer and closer.

"Tell me now!"
He says slamming the wall

"ITS NOTHING OKAY?!"
I say screaming back trying to push him

"WHAT THE FUCK IS IT Y/N!?"
He says slamming both his hands against the wall.

"It's just- I don't know. It just happened and I-"
I say looking down again

"It's not gonna come like that something fucking happened and you have to tell me"
He says being a bit more calm and gentle

"It's just I really wanted to feel a spark again. Then I met him and it's just. He loved me he really did but-"
I say shifting on my feet

"He what? Who? What are you talking about Y/n?"

"Noah. I'm talking about fucking Noah."
I say feeling a few tears escape my eyes
"He loved me but I couldn't love him back. He didn't like it so-"
I say going into full crying. I cough, cry and sniffle. Not knowing what to say anymore.

"What did he do Y/n?"
He asks gently

-to be continued-