With You ••Park Jinyoung

t w e n t y - n i n e

I looked at Youngjae in front of me, still cold and unable to talk to. It's been two hours since the guys left and i'm more than worried and im trying hard not to show it.

"Youngjae, you have to eat so you can drink your medicine" I repeated, looking at the untouched meal that the hospital provided. I sighed. I lifted the cover, revealing a soup.

"Youngjae, please" I gave the spoon towards him but he just swatted it harshfully, making the spoon fall to the ground. I flinched as I heard the metal in contact with the tiled floor.

"I told you, i dont want to eat!" He just glared at me and rest his head again to the pillow like a kid.

"Youngjae-ah..." I said. "Are you mad at me?"

"It's all your fault" he mumbled, still not looking.

"W-what?" I blinked numerous times.

"It's your fault! If only you'd thought about us this wouldnt happen! If only you followed Jaehyun's threats and stayed away from Jinyoung... this wouldnt happen to Yugyeom" i whispered the last part, his voice cracking.

"And now there they are, risking their loves for the sake of you and Jinyoung without knowing if they'd make it out alive."

I looked down and sat on the chair. I can't blame him, whatever he said was right and I was being selfish for fighting for what I feel towards Jinyoung that I forgot the safety of my friends.

I was speechless. The splash of guild was torturing me deep inside and I knew I wouldn't make it if something bad happens to one of them.

"I'm sorry" I cracked. "It isn't enough apology, but it's all I can say right now" i bit my lower lip, chin trembling.

He doesn't answer, all I see is one tear slipping down from his eyes and he immediately wiped it in anger using the back of his hand.

"Do you know how it feels, looking at Yugyeom as if it was the last time seeing him?" He spoke and I stayed low. He stayed silend for a few seconds and continued

"It was pure numbness. It was like seeing your brother for the last time. People took him and I can't do anything about it"

"He even called me hyung for the first time.

...and now I realized it might be the last time of him saying that to me"

He is now full on crying, and he still managed to say these words. My heard broke at the sight. All of them means a lot to me. These people made me who I am now, if it wasn't for them my life would be so dull and lonely.

I guess he burst it all out whatever his mind was speaking and I'm glad he has not kept it all inside for too long.

I went beside him and hugged him. He didnt return the gesture, all he did was sob onto my chest as I pat his back.

"The idiot even smiled at me before he got hit in the head" He managed to say and I smile slightly and let a few tears fall.

I rocked him back and forth gently and about half an hour later he was fast asleep since I feel his heavy head.

I sighed and gently placed his head against the pillow and returned to the couch next to his bed. I rest my head on the arm rest and closed my eyes as sleep took over.

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I streched my arms and my neck, letting some bones crack because of the uncomfortable position that i've been to.

I checked the time it was already almost 3pm. Damn I overslept. I checked my phone, no calls or even texts from any of the boys. They've been out for almost five hours now and I'm getting worried.

Did something happened?

I groaned and mentally slapped myself for thinking such thing. I looked at Youngjae, he is still fast asleep.

Another hour passed and im now pacing back and forth while biting my nails. My eyes caught the laptop from the couch where it was openly laying there.

I looked through it, maybe this will help me find where they are.

I see a few codes running on the side of the screen and at the lower right, I can see the location of each member. And all of them are in the same location.

There is a red dot, stable in its place, my instinct tells me that, that was Yugyeom.

The other dots where there as well, meaning the other guys are just nearby. I looked closely...

There are one, two, three, four, five... i gasped.

"Where's the other one..." I whispered to myself. My eyes explore the screen, trying to find another red dot.

I was relieved when I saw the last dot, but meaning this person are not with the others.

Is he okay?

Where the fuck is he going?

After following his whereabouts, and a few minutes later, the dot suddenly disappeared and I gasp. My beating in a million times faster than normal.

I looked at the corner to see the others were still there, and near Yugyeom. I couldnt differentiate whom is who since all of them are red dots. One thing's for sure, you'll know exactly who the person is once the device is deactivated.

And the last red dot that was separated indicates:

Park Jinyoung: [GPS Disabled]