Lady-Killer (A Maroon 5/ Adam Levine Fanfiction)

Chapter 7

Copyright 2012 Natalie Elle Tyler - All Rights Reserved

So in this chapter, Anna feels heartbroken again when someone comes to apologioze. (Read to find out) And this is the chapter where Anna is finally starting to let go.
Enjoy! 

"Anna! Anna wake up!"

I opened my eyes, the irritating sound of my mother next to me.

"Yeah?" I asked her.

"John is here," She replied leaving my bedroom.

John? What is he doing here? Aren't we done? With our fling, friendship, and everything we had? What was he here for now? Will he be begging for forgiveness because he feels guilty for me not being in school?

He should feel guilty. He deserves every bit of my broken heart. 

In fact I was so over him, I didn't even care if he saw me like this.

I wrapped my sweater around me, putting my fuzzy slippers on. I stepped outside a little bit, already seeing John's van. Another place of memory between us...

He was looking the other way, which was good. I was nervous to see him too. I could feel my heart ripping apart with every step I took. 

I finally watched him turn, looking at me, right at me. His eyes widened like he made a mistake, like now he was getting nervous inside. I knew he was, and he could tell I knew too. I took a deep breath, seeing it in the cold air. John and I were still in the same spots... doing nothing differently.

What did he came for? Why did he come? What did he want? 

I glanced at my barn way across the field, trying to find a distraction. I finally felt like I was getting over him. This cannot ruin it!

I finally looked back at John. Nothing changed, he was still staring at me. I took a step back, and turned around heading back to my cabin for more sleep. If John wasn't going to say anything, then why am I still here?

I kept walking even after I heard a car door open. Expecting it was John's I even walked faster.

"Anna, wait!" I stopped, recognizing John's voice.

It was the voice... The voice that was incredibly hot, it was my best friend's voice, and the boy's voice whom I fell in love with. I felt my throat quickly tighten. Suddenly I lost the ability to breathe. Everything inside me was finally coming up... now.

Why is it, something that you don't want to happen to you at a particular moment, happens at that particular moment. It happens to me definitley, and it embarrasses me.

I felt water filling up my eyes. I didn't want to do this. ...Not now.

"Hey," John said huffing over running, tapping on my shoulder.

I didn't turn. Trying to act strong, I say, "What is it?"

"I was wondering why you weren't at school all week. People are starting to worry about you Anna. Teachers and counselors are noticing you've been ditching. Look, you may want to feel the rush of ditching school again like in middle school. I mean, I know I do too, but you could do it once every two or one week, not every day!" John said sighing, "Anna, be careful,"

"What about you huh?" I snapped back, whirling around.

"You're the one who ditched me, broke my heart, and went after Angela. Now what? You two are dating? When I get back, I'll be humiliated, and everyone will laugh? This is all you're fault and you know it! You're just trying to let your pain go away easily, so you can come here and start acting like you care about me. Well, you don't! You never listened to me! You were either checking out other girls, or making out with me when we were alone! Why couldn't we go out in public? Angela knew about us! Why is that so bad? Why did you let our friendship go? Everything we had? Ever did...?"