( THE PREACHER'S WIFE PT 4 )
He say I'm his wife as if I'm nothing at all but that doesn't surprise me look what he's doing to me Lord its like I can't even get up off my knees and he's walking around as if he's lost his mind what is going on with us Lord please tell me what's happening to us he's a man of the cloth and I am I am the preacher's wife what have we done what have I done what have I done to us Lord even if I told my husband the man of the cloth he would never believe it but it is true I have deceive him yet and still I deceive him everyday in so many deceivable conniving and unpredictable ways Lord I didn't mean for it to be this way but one day when I at least expected it i found myself feeling lonely and all alone I know that I have a great husband I know he's the man of the cloth I know that he's unpredictable but yet these things that I have done hurts and cut me deep withen and they have came back only to slap me in the face but I refuse to just lay down in my puddle of tears and drown the man of the cloth is mine today tomorrow and forever rain hail are shine but for right now I will let him have his fun and I will let her enjoy everything that's mine because I probably deserve that much but I give you my word he's not going anywhere but that's what I say to you Lord and I'm definitely saying that to myself but the truth is I'm not even sure because it feels like he already left he haven't even looked at me thought about me or touch me in a week now he's smiling all the time he's singing without realizing he's singing he smile uncontrollably I should be happy knowing that he's happy but yet knowing that he's happy is truly getting the best of me maybe that's where I went wrong I was so into myself that I forgot to make him happy and now someone else is doing it for me yet I still refuse to give up my title and that's very sad because what's a title without the man but I can't help but ask myself right now if I love him so much why did I hurt him so bad why did I deceive him why did I deceive myself walking around pretending to be someone I wasn't smiling as if I was happy knowing deep inside I was crying living for the world yes definitely living a lie in my own Silly way I convinced myself that sometimes the truth is a lie and a lie is the truth and in my own way it didn't matter whether I was telling the truth or a lie it was all the same to me. I wasn't hurting anyone at least I didn't think I was are maybe deep inside I just didn't care and sometime I think that's exactly how It was I was just careless but now I wonder what he's doing while I'm out doing what I'm doing you know how the song go who's making love to your old lady while you're out making love well now I'm wondering who's making love to my old man I know it's just a song and it's definitely not me and the man of the cloth we could never deceive each other besides he's the man of the cloth and I am the preacher's wife.
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The Preacher's wife
AdventureAfter years of being faithful married to his wife and the church a man of the cloth got tired of being denied by whom he thought to be his faithful wife whom is never satisfied.
