Random Pieces

April Fools (1 shot: boy x girl x boy)

Short fckshit R-18 semi-fiction about love, x reader, love triangle, 2 boys 1 girl, girl's perspective that has profanity and kind of sexual content and idk if I should make this an actual story as it is a one shot that just popped in my head as I was trying to sleep.

NOTE: If you are as innocent as a cinnamon roll (take Armin Arlert from SnK/AoT as an example), don't read this! I don't want to destroy the virginity of your mind. :>

ALSO, you are (Y/N), just replace it with your name. As for the two guys, (B/N) & (C/N), just replace them with the names of who ever you want. Mentally. Go to the next marker "------" if you want to head straight to the story with the boys.

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Dear Diary,

It's been really busy in the past few years, really, really busy. The last time I wrote something in you was during my graduation day in high school. I'm now a second year college. Everything has been so mundane and stressful. I guess it is really hard to find passion in a course that was never my interest, but I had to take it to graduate anyway.

I remember that day in grade 5 when I had a dream and made my mind to pursue going and graduating in a particular prestigious school. The big name doesn't matter to me. I just want it there because I want it. All my life, I worked so hard and now I made it in! Thank God!

It wasn't a waste of a good dream. I love my school but I don't have a dream course. The reason that just kept me doing what I am doing is because I hate failures and I just wanna love my course. Girls can teach themselves what to love anyway. That's what I believed in, but so far, I haven't learned how to love my course.

I am your ordinary young lad who is interested in falling in love. I am one of those girls that think: "No matter what happens in my life now or what happens in the future, I have to fall in love, marry, and have a happy family." But, I've never been an attractive girl at all. Back when I was in high school until now that I got to my dream college, I always wear the same kind of outfit. I never go out without my sneakers which I wear everyday, along with some plain pants or sometimes shorts or jeans, some old baggy t-shirt topped by a hoodie that has no appeal. I wear glasses all the time and my hair that goes just below my shoulder is either laid down or tied up in ponytail.

I once asked one of my male friends why no one has tried to hit on me. Yeah, silly, I know.

"Frankly," he said, "you're not attractive."

Okay. If he isn't my good friend, I would have knock him down with all my might. But no, even if I do, I stand no chance. I am your regular built 5'3 girl, while he is a buff guy who is around 5'8 or 5'9. To me, he is not attractive either, but he has gone to a tempting forbidden territory to me.
I don't know what the other girls saw about him, but he's fucked at least 2 girls and made out with another man. Oh, yeah! Unbelievable. My friend isn't the bad guy, though. The first girl was just thirsty and wanted to try him out. After she got tired, my friend had kind of a trauma that he couldn't go by the week without fucking anyone. So, he finds another girl, a friend, who would fuck with him. About the guy who he made out with, I don't have a fricking clue what goes between them or why they do it.

But for I, who have never been kissed, or dated or what, I felt really left behind. People, we are 18 years old by then and I have no history with those intimate stuff at all. I am, hell yeah, interested as fuck, but I won't go as far as to have just happy sex with anyone. The only thing that keeps me from falling further behind is that I get a fair exposure of adult literature.
Back to today, we are now 20 years old and I really wanna have a change in life. I wanted to know how it feels like to have a boyfriend and how it can make me feminine since I am a girl who refuse to act like one. I don't like to be girly-girly so you can tell that I don't style my hair or bother to put make-up on.