Yanyan De Jesus X Reader

8

Your POV:

I woke up before the two. I got up and grabbed my phone turning to the two and snapping a quick photo. 'So cute' I thought as I looked at the sleeping duo.

I walked into the kitchen and made dinner since I could cook and wouldn't burn the kitchen down like Joseph almost did this morning.

After a little bit I heard soft footsteps walk into the kitchen. I turned around and Yanyan was in the doorway.

"Good evening sir" I said while bowing in a joking matter.

He laughed slightly before he yawned.

He came up beside me and said "You know how to cook I didn't know you could cook"

I laughed and gave him a peck on the cheek for being cute.

He blushed "Stop unless you want to date me" he said and pouted.

"What if I wanted to date to you" I said and looked back to the food to hide my blush.

"I-" he started to say but couldn't get the words.

I heard foot steps shuffling out of the room and I looked back where Yanyan was and he was gone.

"Great" I sighed "now he thinks I'm weird"

I mentally slapped myself.

Yanyan's POV:

"What if I wanted to date you" Y/n said.

I blushed hard.

"I-" I said but couldn't find the words.

I shuffled out of the room quickly and went into the bathroom.

"Where are you going Yan" Joseph said as I walked through the bedroom.

I didn't say anything as I walked into the bathroom.

I locked the door behind me when I entered the bathroom and looked in the mirror.

"Why would she say something like that" I said as I started at myself in the mirror "I mean she is cute and I want to protect her oh no oh no no no I like her but does she like me I don't want my heart broken again"

I sighed as I hit my back into the door and slid down.

I quietly started to cry as the memories came back to me.

I put my arm up to my mouth to mute the sobs.

I got up and looked for a razor. I took one out of the shower and quickly disassembled the razor and took the blade out.

I rolled up my sleeve on my right arm just before I put the blade onto my skin I stopped myself.

'Do I really want to do this I've been clean for a year now' I thought.

But the blade slid into my skin as my hand moved on its own. I bit my lip to stop my sobs.

I stopped after I heard a knock at the door.

"Yan are you okay in there" it was Joseph

'Shit' I thought.

"Joseph" I croaked out.

"Okay open this door right now" he said as he turned the knob and it was locked.

I stumbled to my feet and unlocked the door.

He saw the blood on my arm and panicked.

He grabbed my arm and turned on the faucet. He held my other hand as he put my other arm under the water.

I hissed in pain as the water hit my cuts.

He looked worried that I started cutting again.

"I'm sorry" I said as I looked down and away from him. Tears are forming in my eyes.

"It's okay just never do that again" Joseph said as he finished clean my arm and grabbed the bandages to wrap around my arm.

After he was done he pulled me into his arms. I cried silently against him.

"Shhhh it's okay I'm not mad at you" Joseph hushed me.

I calmed down but I wanted to stay in the hug a little longer it was so warm and I felt so safe.

Y/n walked in. "Uh I'm sorry that I said that idk what I was thinking" She said.

Joseph let go of me and turned to Y/n.

"Wait she didn't do anything it was my own fault for doing this" I said and held onto Joseph's arm.

"I'm just going to have a little chat with Y/n really quick to make sure she doesn't trigger anything again" He said and walked off grabbing Y/n's hand and dragging her with him.

I sighed and moved my right arm to see if the bandages were restricting.

I flinched when one of my cuts brushed against the bandage.

"I shouldn't have cut now Y/n's in trouble because of me and it wasn't even her fault" I said as I walked into my room and plopped down onto the bed.

I sighed 'will life ever get better' I thought.

I pulled out my phone and decided to post something on my Instagram for the first time in a year.

I took a selfie of me doing the peace sign and laying in bed. The caption read 'sleepy days am I right'.

I posted it and wanted for comments to pop up.

Soon after a couple minutes there were a hundred comments.

"I guess they did miss me" I said to myself as I smiled and scrolled through them.

Then I saw one message in particular that made chills go down my spine.

A/n cliffhanger teehee