Yanyan De Jesus X Reader

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Your POV:

I woke up to the babies crying and saw that Yanyan was still sleeping on top of me. He looked so peaceful but I needed to get up.

So I woke him up so I could take care of the babies.

I got up and walked to the babies rooms and took care of their needs. Then I walked into the kitchen and made breakfast.

"Yan baby breakfast is ready and Seph breakfast is ready" I said loud enough for them to hear but not loud enough to wake the babies up.

Joseph walked into the kitchen. "Morning" he said.

"Good morning Joseph" I said and went back to preparing the breakfast.

Yanyan walked in and back hugged me "morning sweetheart" he said and kissed my cheek.

"Morning baby" I said and booped his nose.

*Time skip to when all the kids are in seventh grade and you and Yanyan are married*

"Kids come get breakfast" I said and they came walking in.

They each grabbed a granola bar and didn't even look at the food I had spent thirty minutes making.

"Hey kids you know that I cooked this food for you guys to enjoy because I love you guys right" I said and looked at them with a hurt look on my face.

"Yeah so what we don't care" Camila said and then they all left the apartment and walked to their bus stop to be picked up and brought to school.

I ran to the room I shared with my love and locked myself in the bathroom that was attached to it. I sat on the floor and cried.

The kids had been treating me worse and worse each day. Their attitudes kept getting worse and I was convinced they didn't love me anymore.

I was the only one home because Yanyan and Joseph has to work a night shift last night. Yanyan and Joseph started their own business and it's very successful.

I knew it had been years since me or Yanyan had cut but I couldn't take it anymore.

I opened the drawer and looked for my razor. I found it and pulled it out. I dissembled the razor and put the blade on my skin before I began to cut.

One cut. Two cuts. Three cuts. Four cuts. Five cuts.

I kept counting the cuts until I was up to eleven then I stopped and cleaned up my arm and the blade. I didn't bandage my arm though.

I unlocked the door to the bathroom and walked into the bedroom and grabbing one of Yanyan's hoodies before I slipped it on and covered my arms.

I then laid down in bed and fell asleep.

*A few hours later*

I woke up and felt someone back hugging me.

"Is that you baby" I said in a tired voice.

"Yeah sweetheart how has your day been" Yanyan replied and put his head on my shoulder and he flipped us onto our backs.

"It was good" I said and faked a smile.

"Y/n I know your faking now please tell me what happened" he said and his smile dropped.

"Just please don't get mad at me" I said.

"I could never be mad at you" he said and side hugged me.

I paused before I said anything. "I cut again" I said quickly.

"Oh baby why would you do that" he said as he sat up in alarm. He was obviously not expecting that.

He rolled up my sleeves. "Baby why" he said and touched the cuts. I winced in pain as his fingers ran over my cuts.

"I just feel like the kids don't love me anymore they've been treating me so badly" I said with tears in my eyes.

"It's okay baby you can cry if you want" Yanyan said and pulled me into his lap.

I grabbed onto his shirt and let the tears come out.

"Dad do you know where my ninten-" Ace came into the room and started to say before he looked at me and saw that I was crying.

Yanyan stared at Ace with an emotionless face before he turned his face away from Ace. He kissed my forehead and laid his head on top of mine.

Yanyan whispered softly in my ear "it's gonna be okay baby" I smiled slightly at that.

"Mom why are you crying" I heard Ace say and felt Yanyan pick his head up again.

"Family meeting in 10 minutes in this room tell everyone" Yanyan said and widened his eyes at Ace signaling him to go and tell the whole family.

*Ten minutes later and everyone was in the room*

I was still crying. I looked at Joseph and he nodded because he already figured out what happened.

"Why did you drag me away from my video games for this stupi-" Britt started to say before she saw I was crying.

"Mom why are you crying" she asked in a worried tone.

Yanyan hugged me tightly before he started talking. "Kids you should be very ashamed at what you've done" he said in a stern voice.

"Why what did I do" Camila said and Yanyan sighed I could tell he was mad.

"Come here I'll show you" he said and he took my arm and rolled up the sleeve. I turned my head away from the kids.

I heard gasps and I felt Joseph sit on the bed beside me. I could tell in was Joseph because he's bigger than the kids and I could hear the kids in front of me.

"And why is this our fault" Britt said in a sass tone.

That made Yanyan snap. "You know what I'm tired of your snappy remarks" he said in an angry tone and got up giving me to Joseph.

I hugged Joseph because I was still crying and I was scared of what Yanyan would do. Joseph hugged me back and comforted me.

"And I'm tired of you always ignoring the family" Yanyan directed at Camila.

"And Ace why don't you come home after school with your sister" he said in a disappointed voice.

The kids were silent. "You want to know why this is your fault" Yanyan yelled and pointed at me.

"Because years ago I stopped her from jumping off and bridge and we both had depression then. We made each other happy and haven't cut for years until today. You have been judging and ignoring your mother and it led her to cut her wrists again after years of not. Do you fucking understand that" Yanyan yelled I could see tears in his eyes.

The kids looked terrified. "Yan" I said softly and he turned his head my way. He saw that I looked scared and knew that he had gone a little too far.

"Go to your rooms all of you. Your grounded for a week" he said and the kids ran out of the room.

He closed the door and broke down. Joseph let go of me and stood up to go comfort Yanyan. It was cute how Joseph wrapped his arms around Yanyan as he cried.

"Yan baby" I said as I walked over to the door.

He looked up at me and hugged me. "Hey it's okay I'm here" I said and leaned back against Joseph.

A/n this might be the last chapter if I don't come up with anything