-Days Gone By- negan x reader

-man in leather-

He stood in front of all of us like we were his audience. He asked in a rough voice "which one of you pricks are the leader?" You look to see the mustache man point to rick. You see a wide grin grow on the man's face and he says "thank you simion." He looks at rick for a moment and then sighs, he says with his rough voice "hi. your rick right? Im negan."

You thought to your self. Is this the actual leader or just another one of the saviors saying "im negan?" You ponder on this thought getting stuck in your head again racing with thoughts of how to save maggie, is someone going to die? Can you stop it? As your thinking all of this you get snapped back into reality when you hear negan say "im going to have to beat the holy hell out of one of you."

You quickly look at daryl and you talk quietly while negan starts to choose which one will die. You try to convice him to help you take out negan and use him as leverage with his men. You see him thinking it over. He just quietly responds in a raspy voice "its too risky. We shouldn't take the chance." As you were about to try and change his mind you just nod. Knowing that no matter what you should trust him.

You see negan come up to you. He stares for a moment, not saying anything than smiles and kept moving down the line. You think to yourself "how could he do that at a time like this? Does he not have any clue what he's about to put us through?" You see him glance at you and he can see the frustration on your face and he just smiles more. Even despite the situation you're in you see in the corner of your eye that Daryl is just looking at you.

This good moment didn't last forever as you saw negan stop on abraham. Your mind starts to race. "No, this is all just a dream. Your gonna wake up. Your gonna wake up." You kept repeating that in your head until you hear the sound of negan bashing Abraham's skull in.

You just stare as you feel a single tear slip from your eye. You hear abraham say faintly "suck..my...nuts." As he gets the sentence out you hear negan lay another hard hit on Abraham's head. You see this and your mind starts to attack you with ideas. You start hearing "get up! You're really going to stay on your knees as he bashes  his head in?" You start seeing all the times you and abraham had guard tower duty. You see him smiling and cracking jokes. You hear yourself laugh at his stupidity.

It all comes down to your fight or flight instincts. You felt yourself clench and unclench your fists. You hear daryl say roughly "don't." But you just look at him for a moment with tears running down your face.

You get up and hurl yourself at negan- you try to swing at his face but you feel yourself getting tackled you still hear negan yelling but not about you.

You try to look around with your face in the dirt and you see daryl. You feel the pressure of the savior being pulled off of you and feel daryl pick you up by the back of your shirt trying to get you on your feet but you and daryl both get tackled again. As your laying there you feel something cold and hard pressed against the back of your head

You imagine its a gun. When you try to look for daryl you see him being held on the ground by two of the saviors and see a man with blond hair holding daryl's own crossbow at his head. You remember when daryl told you about someone he met who stole his bike and crossbow, you recall the name dwight.

Everything was quiet but negan soon took the silence away from us. You hear him say in his rough, raspy voice "i usually don't hit or kill women, men i can waste them all the live long but women- whew it just like a kick in the balls." You hear footsteps come up towards you and you hear him say to his men quietly "pick her up and put her on her knees." You were jerked up from the ground roughly and quickly. You look at the ground in anger. You shame yourself for not trusting your friend and getting him in this mess. You felt someone gently lift your chin up to look up at them when you do you see negan's features more clearly.

His beard was like salt and pepper, his hazel eyes seemed perfect. You notice yourself looking at him and become slightly embarrassed and look down. You felt him jerk your chin up to keep looking at him. He said to you "you have some balls pulling the stunt you just pulled.

Not only did you get up and take a hit at me but so did my boy daryl. He looks frustrated but he asks sweetly whats your name doll?" You feel your hands start to sweat but you just couldn't shake it off so you give him a wide smile and say "go fuck yourself prick." You felt a tiny bit of yourself shrink back in fear of what he might do to you but the more prideful side feels happy with the results.

He looked surpirsed at your response but his face soon turned twisted with anger. He just said sacasticly "wow. Dwight,simion! Load these two up." He said angrily.