the one where : you're pregnant
⤳ skimaskdoll
"I cant be pregnant, there's no way. We not ready for a baby Lauren, Roddy is gonna freak out, what if he just leaves? You think I'm gonna just raise a baby by myself I can't be no single mother, he got me fucked-" I rambled, at this point I wasn't paying much attention to what I was saying, I was just completely overwhelmed with emotion and had no idea how to feel."Mir breathe," Lauren laughed softly on the other line, "baby you stressing yourself out, what makes you think Roddy won't be happy? Trust me, you're never really ready for a baby, I think you should just talk to him," she suggests.
I just nodded my head in response, not really knowing what else to say, she had a point, but it didn't unravel the knot in my stomach, I still wasn't sure how to tell Roddy.
"Are you sure you're pregnant?" she asked.
"Yeah I took a test" I sighed.
"Take another one, just to be sure" she shrugged.
"I took five," I laughed showing her the handful of empty pregnancy test boxes, "all positive, I'm pregnant."
While Lauren tried to reassure me that it'll be okay, I heard the front door open & shut following Roddy calling out for me, "baby! baeeee... Amiracle where you at?"
I could instantly feel my heart sink, while Lauren cut her sentence short & looked at me with wide eyes, "ooh girl you better tell him, now!" and she hung up before I could say anything else.
I stuffed all the tests back into the boxes, threw them in the trash and tried to cover it up with some tissue.
I was going to tell him, but when the time was right but he had just gotten back from tour and I went sure how was the right time.
When I made my way downstairs I found Roddy sprawled out on our sectional with a blunt between his lips.
He picked his head up smiling wide at me, "I missed yo goofy ass, come here" he opened his arms wide.
I returned the smile, straddling him as he held me tight & kissed me softly, I missed him so much.
He pulled away holding my hands above my head in his own, he remained silent as he just glanced over me, smirking lightly.
"Why you looking at me like that?" I laughed, hitting his chest.
"Man, you just look so good. You keep getting finer & finer, shitt I might have to put a baby in yo sexy ass" he chuckled deeply, sending a rough smack to my rear.
"Rodrick!" I scolded, "stop playing with me boy" I laughed, cause if he only knew.
"Man I'm serious cuz, you not gon let me?" he asked gripping my neck when I didn't answer, "Huh? You gon let me?"
I smacked his hand away, "we ain't ready for no baby, shut up."
"Shit, I'm ready right now," he said gripping my hips and I could feel the bulge in his sweatpants, he was definitely ready.
"Mir stop fuckin' playing with me cuz," he groaned.
"Roddy-" I began to explain.
"No Roddy nothing, if you ain't want no baby just say that, it's whatever for real, you right we not even ready" he shrugged, tapping my leg lightly to get up.
"No Roddy it's not even-" I started before he interrupted me again.
"What is it Amiracle?" he looked at me annoyed.
"Rodrick, I thin-, actually I know, I'm pregnant" I let out following a deep breath.
The attitude that was clearly visible on his face faded, and his annoyed demeanor softened, "aye so you telling me my baby's having my baby?" he smiled widely.
I smiled softly and nodded, "yup, we having a baby."
"Man I love you, on hood" he cheesed, pulling me into his space, passionately locking his lips with my own, "aye wait til I tell the gang, it's finna be a lil me round this bitch" he spoke loudly with excitement.
I guess Lauren was right.
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