You were like a dream that could never come true,and honestly I didn't want it to come true because you were too beautiful to be real. Boys like you break heart. Love for you is just a game.
You had all the charm and magic to tame a girl. Hell, even I couldn't help but develop those mushy feelings for you. I know we haven't talked yet but there's something about your smile that brightens my day. Maybe its just the way you carry yourself around - confident ,bold, and always smiling. I could do nothing except staring at you from a distance. You were like the expensive dress I couldn't afford or that sweet candy my mother told me not to consume. But we are all greedy,aren't we ? I too wanted to feel that dress on my body and taste that sweet candy.
So I gathered all my courage and approached you and trust me my life has never been the same after that. Slow walks in the park, evenings at the ice cream parlor,late night texts and phone calls became our routine. Deep dark secrets were revealed to each other. Everything felt dreamy but real. Real and dangerous because I started feeling something strange for you , something I never felt for anyone. As our friendship grew, my feelings for you intensified.
I was on cloud nine when you confessed that you like me, but the fear of getting my heart broken overpowered my feelings for you. So you kissed my forehead and blew all my insecurities away, promising me the world and all your love . You kissed me on my lips and this time I poured all my feelings in it.
That kiss made me fall in love with you and with that I broke the promise I made to myself. The promise of not to fall in love with you. But don't we all break our rules for someone. I did too,for you. But how do I tell you that I love you? What if you don't feel the same? What if I end up with a broken heart? Maybe, I shouldn't have attached myself too much to you.
That night I did what a crazy lover would do for his love -got drunk and knocked at your door at midnight. The look on your face was worth capturing. It showed that you cared. I started blabbering and pouring all that my heart wanted to say. I was too drunk to listen to anything and failed to notice the presence of a third person in your house. Maybe my drunk mind was creating scenarios. But when I saw that beautiful woman standing in front of me and staring at me perplexed, as if she was trying to comprehend the situation , I learned that I shouldn't have broken the promise I made to myself. Because dreams rarely come true. Because my heart was meant to be broken.
I wake up with a kiss on my forehead only to realize that it wasn't you but another dream about you. It's been years but I still haven't forgotten about you. I don't love you anymore, not after what you did to me but heartbreaks and unrequited love are not easy to forget. But as people say that time heals everything my heart too ,will mend and forget about you, after all you were just a dream.
