Chapter 19

2.7K 167 64
                                    

Taehyung's POV:

Japan, 4th week

I could go home earlier but stayed here. I needed more time to think. But it wasn't a good idea. I think about Jin all the time when I am at meetings, when I have free time, when I eat, when I have a shower and he is in my dreams every night. I see him in front of me, he is talking to me but I can't hear him and in the end, he leaves and I cannot approach him then I wake up. I sweat and gasp every time when I have this dream.

Information from that woman is like cancer, it has got roots in my heart and grows in me deeper and deeper. I have to think about it over and over, that my own son seduced my fiance. What else should I expect? Jin is young, even younger than Jungkook. Why should he such a young beautiful man want me? I am just an old man who gives him the money that he needs for his mother. I know it from the beginning and I have never minded but I've always wished that he began to love me as much as I love him. But now, I think that this wish will never be true. Maybe this is my punishment for my selfish past. Maybe I should give him freedom.'

"*knock *knock Tae! Are you still inside? You are there for over 2 hours!" Baekhyun led me out of my thoughts.

"Yes!" I yelled from the bathroom and wiped one tear that flowed on my cheek.

"Come on man! This is your last week! You have to enjoy me while you're still here." Baekhyun jumped on my back when I came out of the bathroom.

"I am not in the mood," I said and took him off of me.

"I know that you are sad because of your love situation but that is reason to go out and try to forget it, for while at least." He said with encouraging smile. I thought about it for a while and then even I didn't want to go, I nodded.

"Cool! Let's go! We have so little time!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of my hotel room.

* * *

I was just sitting on the bar, sipping my drink while Baekhyun tried to entertain me.

"Ok, if you don't want to go anywhere and just sit here, we can at least get drunk together." He said annoyed and drank my drink. I just hummed and order another one. He wasn't kidding, that night we drank together really much and got drunk together.

"Ok guys, we are closing. You have to go." The bartender said to us but I hardly saw him and Baekhyun was dead on the bar. The bartender helped me with him to a taxi, when we arrived at my hotel, I called a servant and he helped me take him to my hotel room.

We laid him on my bed and I collapsed beside him. The servant left and turned off the lights. I was lying there beside my friend and looked at a dark ceiling. Baekhyun slightly snored and it reminded me of Jin. Jin snored like this when he spent the first night at my house, we didn't have sex, we just slept. I don't know why but since that night he hasn't snored ever again. I remember that I didn't sleep, I stared at him all night, I wished that night would never end. I held him in my arms and caressed his cheeks, he didn't know but I gave him a little peck on his forehead when I was sure that he was sleeping. I still can't forget that wonderful moment when he opened his eyes that morning, he looked at me and immediately hid under a blanket. I began to laugh and tickle him until he ran away from bed to the bathroom. I appreciate that day very much.

"Tae? What are you doing?" Baekhyun asked me tiredly when he realized that I'm holding him in my arms and caress his hair. At that moment I realized what I am doing.

"Sorry, I thought about...and...sorry," I said and turned over on the bed to the window.

No. I was selfish and I am gonna be selfish again. Jin is mine and won't let anyone steal him from me.

* * *

"jehfefjwjfihfufj" I heard vomiting Baekhyun from the bathroom.

"Hurry up! I have to leave to catch my plane!"

"I am coming! Oh, I won't drink ever again." Baekhyun came out from the bathroom totally kaput.

"How can you be ok after yesterday?", he asked me when we were leaving the hotel reception.

"Remember that I was drinking when you were in diapers," I smirked at his poor condition.

Airport

"I will arrive at your wedding." Beakhyun smiled at me. I just smiled back.

"Goodbye," I said and wanted to leave but he caught me and hugged me.

"If you will decide that you don't want to be there with him, you can anytime come back to me here. ANYTIME, ok?" He said and I could feel his tears on my shoulder.

I just nodded with tight-lipped smile and left. I didn't turn around to him, I just went on.

* * *

I didn't sleep on the plane, I had to think about my reunion with Jin. What will I tell him? Will I tell him that I know about his affair? Will I behave as if nothing happened? Will I kill my son? I don't know. I hope that I will know when I meet them.

* * *

South Korea

I didn't want to talk to anyone today. I didn't sleep and was tired. My plan was to ride to home and sleep for 20 hours ar least to be prepared to have a normal conversation with JIn. Nothing went according to plan.

"Jin? Why are you running?" I raised my eyebrows and stared at him confused.

"Get in. It is cold outside." I said and closed the window. Jin got into the car, gasping from running.

"I am happy that you are home!" He jumped on me and hugged me. I was taken back a little. I totally forget his smell and his warmth, I wanted to hug him tightly back and never let go but I wasn't ready.

"Yeh..I Am happy to see you too...Jin why are you trembling?" I asked and quickly broke the hug to look in his eyes.

"Nothing, I'm just cold," He said with a smile, but I could see he is lying.

I took him to his house, he looked surprised that I didn't take him at me but I really could face him, I could say something wrong and destroyed everything. I told him that I will call him and rushed to my home, hoping that Jungkook will be gone. I took a shower, I muted the phone and then fell asleep quickly.

___________________________________________

Taejin

or

Jinkook

This is just survey, I won't lead a story according this result but I'd like to see your views.

!!! Sorry but Taejinkook is impossible, Tae and Jk are relatives. !!!

My dad's fiance | TaeJinKookWhere stories live. Discover now