wonderwall - cth [ON HOLD REWRITING]

three

i fell onto the bed. i looked up and Michael was walking towards me. he got right in my face and said

"don't you EVER embarrass me like that again at my own party. you're really pissing me off. you need to chill, sage u need to relax."

"oka-y" i say back quietly

"im gonna go get you something to loosen you up a little" michael said as he got up.

he went into the bathroom, i watched him out of the corner of my eye. he was fumbling around for something. he knocked something on the ground i heard him swear under his breath

"shit"

he walked over to me and sat beside me on the bed.

"here, this should do the trick" he said handing me a pretty big white pill.

"what, michael i don't know if i should do this"

"sage it's not gonna totally fuck you up i promise, don't be nervous i know this is like your first time doing dru-"

i cut him off

"this isn't my first time, me and marie have gotten high plenty of times"

he raised an eyebrow and smirked

"well then why are you so nervous?"

i didn't know what to say

"cause that's a pretty big pill"

"I'll cut it in half"

michael pulled out a small pocket knife and cut it giving one half to me and taking the other for himself. he dry swallowed it.

i took the pill in my mouth and dry swallowed it as well.

"I'm gotta pee"

i said as i got up and went to the bathroom. the bathroom was small but it smelled nice. it smelled like michael.

after i finished peeing I got up and looked in the mirror my eyes were red and my eyeliner had smudged around the bottom of my eyes. i looked ruff, but i didn't care. i raised up my arm and smelled my arm pit. laughing as i smelled b.o I sighed and looked in the cabinet there was men deodorant. i shrugged and put it on anyways. i was about to wash all my makeup off when michael knocked on the door.

"babe... you okay in there"

i rolled my eye at him calling me babe again and answered

"yeah coming out now"

i opened the door and he was standing right there, his eyes were bloodshot an his red hair looked ratty.

we both sat back down on the bed and Michael kept asking me if i felt anymore relaxed, i kept saying yes but i think he knew i was lying.

"that pill should be kicking in any minute now" he said.

i just nodded.

i began to feel dissy and i got real bad butterflies. i looked at michael and he was already staring at me. he grabbed my hip but a lot gentler than he had before. he whispered in my ear.

"this pill isn't working, but maybe this will ease ur nerves a little babe"

i got goosebumps as his lips touched my neck. he put his hand up the back of my shirt and i froze.

Michael had never touched me like this, i felt like i should make him stop but i didn't want him too. he continued to kiss my neck and he ended up working his way around to my mouth.