Not My Fault (Edited)

Chapter thirty-two(end)

Third pov:
Namjoon woke up in a different room, an overnight room, he glanced over to a big, cushioned chair, seeing his husband fast asleep with Lily and Taehyung cuddling on his chest. His heart fluttered at the sight, he could never wish for a better family.
Jin's eyes soon fluttered open, he managed to stand up from the chair, his kids let him up, but the two of them cuddled together in the chair. Jin silently chuckled, while stretching and yawning, he turned to his lover, seeing him now awake. He stepped up beside the younger, pecking his lips, "Morning beautiful, How are you feeling?" He spoke in a husky whisper version of his morning voice, not wanting wake the sleeping kids. "I'm hurting, but I'll heel, a few battle scars aren't going to put me down so easily." Namjoon answered softly, the elder gently grasped his hand, pouting at the wrapped wrist and kissed it, doing the same to the other one. "What about your hip? You landed on it pretty bad last night," Jin asked, remembering that scene too well, he was paranoid and worried to the max. He was hesitant with moving on with the plan when he saw his love in real active labor, it was supposed to be fake and acted out. But the twins were a few days late, yet at the same time, the twins timing was perfect, yet also bad at the same time. Jin's blood still boils from the thought of the video he was sent, the bastard was smart to hack into his wife's phone, but was dumb to even mess with his family. And even if Jin downloaded the video onto a hard drive for proof of rape, deleted it from both his and his wife's device, then even bought them both a new phone, with a new number. Jin can't help but get riled up about it, he still remembers that day when he went to his wife's work, bringing a clean pare of clothes. He had the hunch something bad happened, but the state his lover was in, he couldn't bring himself to push it on the younger.
Namjoon shrugged, "Nothing major, it's bruised, but it's not too bad, the twins are ok and that's all that matters to me." One of the twins then began to whimper, waking up his brother, "Speak of the devil's," Jin mumbled. Namjoon scuff and smacked his arm, "Go get them,their probably hungry," he whisper yelled. Namjoon untied his gown, revealing his swollen chest, but hid his stomach. Jin chuckled and went up to the plastic bassinets, gently picking up one of the twins and carried him over to his mother. Jin smirked at the younger's sight, as he hand the eldest to his mother. Namjoon ignored the elders expression, taking his squirming newborn, hushing him, "I know~I know... I know baby." Cradling his newborn in his left arm, holding his breast up to his sons mouth, who latched on immediately. Namjoon flushed, as Jin stood there with their second son, "Hold him near my b-breast, until he laches on, p-please," he stuttered out, holding his breast a certain way. Jin nod, holding his son, helping his little mouth guide to his mothers nipple. Once the newborn latched on, Namjoon was able to now hold his son, "Thank you, i-it's just easier for them t-to feed if I put it in a certain way... it also kind of hurts if I don't do it this way...." He explained shyly, feeling the elders fingers comb through his hair. Jin kissed his temple, "Don't be shy Joonie, you're feeding our children, so don't be nervous to ask me for help. I'll do anything to make sure you're comfortable and no hiding your belly either, every cell in you is beautiful." Namjoon wish he could hide under the blankets right now, but he was feeding the twins, the elder cooed at his blush that grew darker and the little pout on his lips. Jin kissed the younger's lips, "I love you Namjoon, thank you for giving me a family." Silent tears rolled from Namjoons cheeks, he felt so blessed, he couldn't describe the happiness he felt at the moment. "I love you too Jin... Happy birthday by the way," He chuckled and giggled, loving the shocked expression from the elder. Jin was shock, nonetheless, so much was going on he didn't pay attention to the date. "It's my birthday? You gave birth, on my birthday?" Jin fell into a nearby chair, trying to process what he found out, "No way..." his eyes watered, a big smile soon spread on his face. He leaped from the chair, cupping his lovers cheeks, making sure to be careful with the twins, pecking sloppy kisses all over the younger's face. Saying thank you between each kiss, "I couldn't ask for a better present, this is, the best thing that's ever happened." Jin felt two pairs of small arms wrap around his legs, he glanced down seeing his four year old daughter and five year old son, he sniffled and ruffled their bed head. Lily glanced up, a pout on her lips, "No cry papa!" Jin chuckled, wiping his eyes, "Happy tears baby girl, they're happy tears, how about we celebrate this day with a cake. I'll run to the store across the street, need anything Joonie? Kids you want to stay here or come with me?" Namjoon shook his head, "I'm fine, but I do need someone to burp Eric." Jin got confused on which one was who, "He's in my right arm Jin." The elder awed, gently taking his son and began burping him, "How can you already tell who is who?" Taehyung jumped up and down, laughing, "I know! I know! Mama magic!!" Lily lit up and gasped, "Dat how bb's made mama!! Want 'nother! 'Nother bb!! Pwease!!" Namjoon hushed his kids, while rubbing his newborn sons back, "No, no more baby's for a while kids, you four are enough for your father and I." The kids awed and pouted, Taehyung tried to get up on his mothers bed, whimpering when he couldn't get up. He squeaked from his father helping, and picked him with one strong arm, setting him down on the bed. Taehyung crawled up to his mother, peaking at his little brother, "He tiny, tinier than other brother," He pointed out. Namjoon smiled softly, gracing his knuckle against the newborns cheek, "This is Chanyeol, he was hiding behind Eric the whole time, now he can't hide anymore." Taehyung giggled, "Silly Channy... that how they diffwant mama?" Namjoon nod in reply, "But they're also not identical, meaning they don't look the same, once they grow big like you, they will look completely different." Lily and Taehyung wowed in amazement, Lily giggle, "Can Lily go wif papa fur cakie!?" Jin smiles down at his daughter, ruffling her hair, "Of course you can princess." "Yaaayy!!" Jin hushed her, "Don't wake your brothers Lily."

The couple took the twins home a week later, seeing everyone they knew in the front yard. They all shouted 'surprise', when they stepped out of the vehicle, Hoseok came running up to Namjoon, pulling him into a bear hug. "Oh my goodness!! Namjoon, you have to see the inside of your house now!!" He shouted excitedly, Namjoon was confused at first, but glanced at their house, no longer seeing broken windows and bullet holes, it all looked brand new. Jin had the twins in his arms, Taehyung and Lily wowed and ran into the house. BamBam came up to a shocked Jin, "What- why did you? How?" Namjoon stepped up to his husbands side, both in awe. Yoongi, Jimin, Jungkook, Hoseok, Jins parents, and friends from their work came up to the couple. Yoongi then spoke up, "We wanted to do something nice, so we fixed all the damage that was done. We couldn't have you stress out about it after bringing the twins home." Everyone nod in agreement, the couple were speechless, Namjoon cried and hugged his friends, thanking them.

Now, everything is perfect, no more problems got in their way, the family was now finally happy. Nothing could ruin this family, or come between them, they had each other's trust and love. Even when times got tough, they would always remind each other, that things happen and it's not their fault. Namjoons life was changed at a young age, but he couldn't imagine where he would be today if he did take that abortion pill. He hates himself, he cries whenever he sees his sons smile and jumps into his arms, giving him a sloppy kiss on the cheek. Jin told him, many times, that it wasn't his fault for him getting pregnant, for him getting raped, or for even being a fertile male. Telling him to remind himself, when he thinks about the past, to remember that it's not his fault.
Jin would share a loving kiss with Namjoon, each time he cried, thinking he was terrible mother for ever thinking about getting rid of his son, blaming himself for when he had a miscarriage, or if some stranger called him a slut for wearing a choker and dress.

But now a few years later, surprises still come in many forms.
"Baby look at me," Jin ordered in a calm voice, his hands cupping the younger's cheeks. Namjoon sniffled and let out a shaky breath, gazing into the elders eyes. "Repeat after me baby, It's not my fault," He instructed softly and slowly. Namjoon let out a shaky breath, "I-It's not m-my fa-fault...." Jin smiled, kissing the younger's nose, "Good, now repeat this after me, It's not my fault, that my stupid husband, forgot to wear protection." Namjoon laughed, wiping his eyes with his palms, "It's not my fault, that my stupid husband, forgot to wear protection." Jin shared a short kiss with the younger, placing his hands on the thin waist, pulling him close to his chest. "Namjoon baby, I'm not mad, it was our honeymoon, we had a lot of fun, this is just the beautiful outcome of it it. Alright?" Namjoon, nod, hooking his arms around his husbands neck, "We're going to have our hands full though, you know that?" Jin chuckled, he couldn't help but kiss the younger's lips again, their lips danced, growing more heated. Namjoon moaned from the elders wandering hands, groping his plump butt, "Jin.... we haft to be quiet, the kids are asleep..." Jin hummed, "And we will be very, very quiet," He purred out in a husky voice, sending shivers down the younger's back. Jin tapped his thigh, Namjoon jumped and hooked his legs around the elders waist, their lips glued together.
Making love through the night, Taehyung questioned the marks on his mothers neck the next morning, Jin laughing at the glare received from Namjoon. Smacking the elder on the arm, "Papa is now getting a break from play time with mama," He said through gritted teeth, leaving the kitchen when the twins began to cry. "Aw, Namjoon!! Come on, don't be upset! Let's talk about this!"
Taehyung and Lily watched their father run out of the kitchen, Lily glance at her brother confused, "Wat jus happened?" Taehyung shrugged, "Who knows anymore," he sighed out and continued to eat his cereal.

The end!