Don't Let Me Go - **BOOK TWO** Jaime Preciado

Chapter 15; I love you, always.

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*Carson*

My eyes flickered open slowly, and the first thing I saw was Jaime’s chest. I cuddled into him farther, the events from last night still fresh in my mind. I couldn’t believe that I’d almost lost him last night. I sniffled slightly, and willed those tears not to fall again.

I felt his arm tighten around my waist and I looked up at him to find his brown eyes staring at me with concern. His hand moved to run through my hair slowly.

“How are you feeling?” I asked him and he shrugged slightly.

“I’m a bit sore, but I’m fine. What about you are you okay?” He asked brushing my cheek with his thumb. He moved to that he was lying on his side, his head propped up on his elbow so that he could see me better.

“Yeah I’m fine.” I said and he shook his head.

“You seem to forget that lying doesn’t work on me. I know you too well babe.” He said and I sighed rolling onto my back.

“I’m just overreacting like always I guess. The fact that I could have lost you last night is eating at me. I don’t ever want to lose you.” I said looking over at him. He smiles a small smile and moves to kiss me lovingly.

“You’re never gonna lose me, baby, not ever.” He said and this makes a smile break out on my face slightly.

His hands pushed my sweatshirt over my belly and his hands found the bump that was ever growing. He rested his hand there, kissing me again only longer this time.

“We have to make a doctor’s appointment soon.” He said and I nodded in agreement.

“Yeah so we can argue over names again.” I tell him and he rolls his eyes at my statement. I laugh and force myself out of bed. I walk over to my suitcase, digging through it until I found something to wear. I took the clothes with me and walked into the bathroom.

I turned on the shower and stripped out of my clothes before I stepped in. I washed my hair carefully using the shampoo that was specifically for the blonde on the ends of my hair, and the matching conditioner. I washed my body next and shaved my legs again.

I let the water run over me for a while longer, trying to wash the fear from last night away, even though it seemed like it was something that was permanent. I’d always be afraid of losing him, always.

I shut the water off and got out. I wrapped a fluffy towel around myself and dried off quickly. I pulled on my underwear and my bra. Next I picked up the pair of black leather shorts and slid them up my legs, followed by the ‘Oh My Nirvana’ tank top that was part of my new clothing line I started a while ago.

I blow dry my hair and curl it before sticking a beanie on my head. I applied my usual makeup, which consisted of smoky eye shadow, eyeliner, and a couple coats of mascara. Once I was done I brushed my teeth and rinsed my mouth before exiting the bathroom.

Jaime was still lying in the bed, but he was fully dressed now and scrolling on his phone. He saw me come out and smiled, I smiled back and before I knew what was going on his phone flashed and I blinked a few times.