Lupain at Bahaghari

At Last

~•~

I like you
But you like someone else
I like you
And it hurts so much.

I want to shout
I have to rant
I can't deny
The thorn in my heart.

I remember that day
That I'm ready to say
The feelings in my heart
For two years I was inspired.

She already knows
Now it's your turn
To know the truth
I've kept from you.

I was afraid
And almost hold back
But it's now or never
So I took the only chance I got.

My hands are trembling
My heart is thumping
We're now alone
Inside the four corner room.

I'm captivated
Almost drowning
Cause I just stood there
Staring into your eyes.

While I'm still in the depths
Of your mysterious eyes
You asked me a question,
"Since when?".

Took me seconds to answer
I was speechless for a while
And I answered,
"Since our eighth grade, I guess."

I tricked everyone
I lied to you
I fooled myself
I said I don't like you back then.

"But I like her already,"
You said those words
That stabbed my heart
And hurt my soul.

My mind went blank
My tears held back
I can't take it anymore
I'm dying in pain.

I have to fake
The smile I wear
For you to think
That I'm okay.

For the last time
I said, "Friends?"
You said, "Friends."
And smiled a bit.

And there I was,
Hurt, in pain,
And friendzoned
By the one I love

After few days,
Our deal was a waste
You snobbed me
Treated me like wind

I was there
When the world left you
But you don't like me
'Cause I'm invisible to you

But the hell I care,
The world rotates
Time has passed
And it's already done

I want you to know
That wherever you are
I know you're doing fine
And I'm okay now, at last.

~•~

—emenemsxz