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(Shuhua's 3rd Month of Recovery)

I almost cried when Shuhua looked at me because I know those eyes all too well... I can see pain, worry, and confusion and all I want is to tell her everything right now and hug her but I know it won't be good for the both of us, especially her, that is why I am doing my best to control my emotions inside.

"Jagiya mian haeyo (honey I am sorry) that you have to go through all of these..." I thought to myself as I am waiting for her answer.

"I am not sure because I am in the middle of wanting to find the answers to questions regarding myself because for these passed months, I am having this feeling of being familiar with things around me and at the same time, not wanting to remember bad things that have had happened to me because I do not want to remember a certain person- what was her name again?" Shuhua said openly to me.

"Please do not say my name, please do not say my name." I thought to myself as I listen to my wife opening up to me.

"Ah ah aya (ouch)!... I cannot remember her name." Shuhua said touching the injured part of her head.

"Hey hey it's fine, do not force yourself to remember the person's name. You can just tell it to me next time when you remember it. May be it is better that you do not remember their name since they did bad things to you." I said forcing myself to smile at Shuhua.

"Next time?" Shuhua asked with a hint of- is that glistening in her eyes.

"Ms. Shuhua and Ms. Su Jin the soup is ready, we can eat now." Nurse Eunbin said before I could even answer Shuhua.

"Can you stand up?" I asked in concern.

"Ne (yes), I've rest enough already so I think I have enough energy to stand up." Shuhua said weakly.

"Aigoo Shuhua... if you only knew how much I have miss taking care of you, taking care of my wife." I thought to myself as I watch Shuhua walk weakly to the kitchen.

"Ms. Su Jin meokjja (let's eat)." Nurse Eunbin said.

"Ah ye (yes)... Yuqi yah meogja (hey ooh-gi let's eat)!" I said passing the hallway.

"Ye... ar-ass-o, ar-ass-o (yes... okay, okay)." Yuqi (ooh-gi) yelled back.

"Aww gwiyomi-i (cutie)..." I thought as I watch Shuhua eat a spoonful of rice that she deep in her soup.

"Ya Shuwaneun chonchonhi mongneunda (hey Shuhua eats slowly)!" Yuqi (ooh-gi) said when she sat in front of Shuhua. Shuhua tried to reply while eating.