Blurred (Blue x Red) FINISH

Blue

(6th Month of Recovery)

"What is it baby?" The voice asked sweetly. 

Eh? Since when did I learn how to drive? I don't remember Minnie unnie (big sister) nor Yuqi (ooh-gi) teaching me... who am I talking to?

"What is it baby Shu-hua?" Su Jin asked again. I giggled. 

What? Why did I giggle? And why can't I hear my voice answering back? 

"Shuhua ya ulineun myeoch bun jeon-e munja geudaelo hamkkehaessseubnidda (hey we were literally just together a few minutes ago)." The person from the other end said with monotone in her voice.

I want to know what I am saying because they sound like they are complaining. The voice does not sound like Miyeon but hearing their voice flatters my heart.

"B-but I miss you already. Don't you miss Shuhua Yeh?" I asked sadly and pouting (although she does not see it).... I can finally hear my voice but, why do I sound sad? And am I pouting? Who am I talking to that's making me do all of this...

"I miss Shuhua Seo more."

"Seo"? That's Su Jin's last name... 

I'm confused...

"Naui salangseuleoun ane (my lovely wife), you are my lovely wife Su Jin Seo." I hear myself say and I can feel my heart beating fast.

"Naneun dangsin-i nae insaeng-eiss-eo haeng-un-ibnida (I am lucky that I have you in my life) Jinjin. Even though we started at the wrong foot, I would not want anyone else to spend my life with than with you." I said- wait, I'm married to Su Jin???

I close my eyes and suddenly I am seeing everything that I have been through with Su Jin, specifically the journey of our relationship since high school... this looks like what Dr. Oh explained to me before; flashbacks.

"Wooo that is a wrap everyone!" I open my eyes to the sound of Minnie unnie (big sister)'s voice. I watch as everyone around me clapped.

"How did I get here so quickly? I was just driving a while ago..." I thought as I clap too.

"I will see you all next time in another project." Minnie unnie (big sister) said. Everyone bowed and so I followed.

I went back to the tent with the others and immediately took my phone to call someone which seems like I know too well since I just clicked the name on the recent call.

"Jinjin! It's me your baby Shuhua leaving a voice message! Our shoot finished a little bit late and since you had to do a huge event tonight, I would understand that you are already asleep. You deserve the rest my Jinjin. Also... I just want to say that I can no longer wait to go home to you. I need your hugs and kisses after this long shooting. I will see you in the morning my jagiya. Salanghae (honey. I love you [pronounced the third letter as "r" though spelled with letter "l"] I love you)"  Why would I leave Su Jin a voice message like this? Am I really married to her? Wait no this is just a dream... right? It has to be, since I'm in a relationship with- WHAT THE I AM BACK IN THE CAR AND I AM DRIVING AGAIN.

I guess what we did back there was tiring since my eyes feels heavy while I'm driving. I increased my speed in hopes that it will help me get to where I am supposed to be faster because I am really getting drowsy. I can't even keep my eyes open to the point that the next second I tried opening my eyes, big bright lights are heading towards me and I don't know why but I let go of the steering wheel and tried to shield my face.