Rikara A Dream

chapter 3

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Gauri's pov

I was super surprised with his behaviour, till yesterday things were awkward between us but now I can feel there is some hope for us.

This marriage is blessing of my Shankarji and I think he is finally blessing us with happiness. I just hope he accepts me as his wife or even as friend just like before.

He loved chulbul, his friendship with him.

Later while having breakfast Anika bhaujai and I was serving.

"Bhabhi why don't you both join us" Omkaraji said

Both!

He definitely has started to accepting me around them.

We both join them and I sat beside Omkaraji. He looked so different today. His behaviour is so changed that I don't have any idea what's inside his head.

"Anika why are you eating from your left hand?" Asked dadi.

Than I noticed she was actually eating from left hand.

"O...oh my .....my right hand is paining" she said and closed her eyes, cursing.

I got what actually happened there, bade bhaiya was smirking.

I m sure he is holding her hand. How cute they are, Touch wood they always remain same.

When I looked towards Omkaraji he was smiling, I smiled little not knowing what happened to him.

Did he lost his memory?

Is he Omkaraji's duplicate?

Is it all because of that kiss?

Paglet chiraya my head is talking nonsense.

Later when I walked to bedroom I found Omkaraji was wearing specs and working on canvas.

I simply walked in bathroom without disturbing him, I took a shower and when I walked out drying my hair with towel.

I saw Omkaraji was looking at me, the way he was looking at me. I didn't feel comfortable. my cheeks must be red because of blush.

I walked towards dressing table and started to dry my hair. I looked at Omkaraji he was cursing himself inside, I get that from his behaviour, I have started to understand him in these months.

Maybe hair dryer's voice disturbed him.

"Sarry" I said and off the dryer.

"Why are you sorry?" He asked leaving his work behind.

"Oh I disturbed you with hair dryer's voice that's why" I said ignoring eye contact.

"Gauri" I looked up and saw him very close to me in mirror.

"There is nothing like to be sorry, at least not from you" I looked at him in shock.

"I mean to say Gauri, now I know you what you did in past was the situation, I hate whatever happened in Bareilly specially with you, I should had trusted you, but my mind was believing on the things which it saw. I have been through so much betrayals that I wasn't able to see your truth. Now i know that you wasn't the reason for thakurain's suicide. I have doubted you every time, I have left you there with them. Knowing well that they are bad people. I wanted to help you and I think if there was had been someone else in your place than for sure I would had helped. There is something in you which brings my worst side. I m sorry Gauri for whatever I did, I know I should be ashamed to say sorry but there is something in you which give me hope as well strength. We have been together for long now that I can truly see you, you made me a better person always helped me with my family problems. Saved me and my mom numerous times. I can never repay you but still in return I always insulted you. Gauri I don't know how to lie that's why I m saying you clearly all this. I know you was never wrong even this marriage I did by myself without asking your permission, if you want to leave me because you don't want to be with me. Than I will let you go. But if you can give me a chance I want to accept you as my wife. And it's not because of guilt. I...I had feelings for you from the moment you challenged me and broke my car. Maybe that was the reason I was super angry on you, I don't know why I m talking so much. I m not a expressive person. But I will try my best to keep you happy always"

he said so many things I wasn't able to process all that, just I got a point that he wants me to give this marriage a try And I know answer for this question.

"Gauri if you want time you can think, take your time" Omkara said looking little tensed.

"Omkaraji" I said getting his attention.

"I don't know what is happening in my life but I want tell you one truth, after lieing this much time. Our marriage was a truth which I accepted from the beginning, it wasn't drama from my side. I have accepted you as my husband from the moment you filled my partition. I can never give your place to anyone. But if you want I can leave you happily. Because your happiness is what I want most. I m not angry on you because you misunderstood me. It was my fate. You had your reasons, I had mine. I have hurted you, so did you. I m sorry for lieing you and the betrayal I gave you through chulbul was very tough for you I wasn't has any option that time"

"Gauri I trust you now, you saved me from bua ma you said lie their of being pregnant I didn't get angry on you, because I know that you did that for good. My hate for lie is still there but you give me reasons to accept them. Truth and lie can't be always sign of black and white. Truth which hurt others and use in a way to hurt is not white it's black and vice versa" Omkaraji said making me realize that he already forgive me.

"I m sorry for all the pain which i cause in your life" I said looking into his eyes.

"Gauri I forgive you, can you please forgive me for all my deeds. I can't change past but I can promise you a better future" he held my hands.

"I forgive you" I said with tears in eyes

Omkaraji wiped my tears and pull me in his embrace.

"We will have a fresh start leaving all past in back" Omkaraji said

"Hmm"

"Now Gauri dry your hair, other wise you will catch cold, do it harharaike" Omkaraji said laughingly.

"Omkaraji, I want to do it harharaike but my hair is long and I m very slow" I said with pout.

"Let me help you then" he said and switched on dryer.

"How will you..." before I can say anything further he cut me in mid sentence.

"Gauri, don't tell me you didn't notice my gorgeous hair, I know how to handle it better than you, so let me do there won't be more discussion" he said fake sternly.

In 10minutes he was actually done with my hair.

"Omkaraji, you love your hair so much" I just said it wasn't question.

"More than anyone" he said proudly

"More than bade bhaiya and Rudy Bhaiya?" I asked him back.

"Ummm...not more than them" I grin than he added "but not less than them either" he said

I couldn't help but Chuckled at my jatadhari hippie.

How was the chapter?

I know the confession part wasn't what I wanted but the character Omkara is truth ka devta...so I can't
Show him lieing or hiding anything.

And I it was straight forward talk Omkara style

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