Roo POV
We settled into our room, Rose and Jordan thought I was doing extra because I sprayed my bed with bed bug spray. Like bitch I don't want bed bugs, how is that extra? I laid on the bed and sighed deeply.
"So are you comfortable sleeping together or I gotta sleep on the chair?" Jordan looked at me
"Why she can't just sleep with you?"
"I sleep way too wild for that" Rose sighed
"I'll sleep on the chair"
"Nah its fine we can sleep together, its just sleep"
"Thanks J"
"You wanna go check out the beach?" I shook my head
"Nah I'm tired, you two go" Rose nodded
They changed and said bye to me before coming. My phone vibrated and I looked over at it. "Babygirl💜" it read, I reached over and picked it up.
"Hey baby" she smiled
"Mi hermosa, you sound tired"
"I am, I'm so tired"
"You wanna go to sleep? I can call in the morning"
"No, no I wanna talk to you now"
"I want you to sleep baby" I groaned
"No it's fine I can sleep whenever" she rolled her eyes
"And you can talk to me whenever, now go to sleep and drink some water cause I know you ain't drank enough today"
"Please mamas" she shook her head
"Mm-mm don't do that, you always do that but it's not gonna work this time"
"Fine, but I'm taking a bath first"
"Ooo, do I get to come?"
"If you want"
I stood from the bed, opening my suitcase and putting my phone down. I grabbed my bra and boxers along with my body wash and deodorant before picking up my phone, going into the bathroom and turning on the faucet. I put the clothes down and stripped from mine.
"Sexy ass" I looked at her
"Shut up" she licked her as she looked me up and down
"That bathroom looks the same as mine, what hotel you at? "
"Hilton"
"What's your room number" I chuckled
"You don't plan on coming here do you? Aren't I supposed to sleep after this?"
"Right, right"
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I was suddenly awake from small moans. What the hell? I turned a little, it was dark but I could see Jordan kissing Rose's neck.
'Awe hell' I thought
"Wait stop" Jordan pulled away from her "I can't"
"You can't what Rose?"
"This isn't right, I'm sorry" Jordan sighed
"It's fine" Rose got off the bed and I turned my back to them
She suddenly shook me slightly. I looked up at her.
"Ronelle can I sleep here?"
"Mhm"
She got under the cover and laid next to me, not too close but not super far. I turned back to where I was and closed my eyes.
What in the hell did I just see?
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My eyes fluttered open as rays of the sun hit my face and I squinted a little. I stretched and took my phone off the charger, sitting up. I looked in the. I looked mirror in front of me, phew my hair.
"Ronelle" I looked back at Rose
"Yeah?" She looked up at me
"You saw us last night... Didn't you?" I hesitated before nodding " You gonna tell Zyra?"
"Are you together now?"
"Not technically"
"Then it's none of my business what you do" she frowned
"Don't do that"
"Do what" she sat up
"You know that's not how I am, don't use that tone" I sighed
"I'm sorry, I don't mean to"
"It's okay, you wanna get breakfast?" I nodded
"Yeah"
We got up and I put on a shirt and some sweats before slipping on my slides. I looked at the other bed and Jordan was fast asleep. We went out the door and down to the main floor. We got our breakfast and sat down.
"So how do you feel?"
"Fine?" She chuckled
"Your getting married, aren't you excited?"
"Married..."
That's when it really hit me. I'm getting married in 3 days, only 3 days. This was a lifetime commitment, we'd get a house together, a family even. Was I really ready for that? For a family?
"Hello? You there?" I looked up at her
"Sorry, yeah" she looked in my eyes
"What's wrong?" I sighed
"I'm scared Rose"
"Are you doubting your decision?"
"I don't know, I know me and Tae are right for each other but am I ready right now?" She hummed
"I mean it's been months Ronelle, I'm sure if you didn't want this you would've been called it off" I nodded
"True but I shouldn't be doubting it now"
"I think you're just nervous?, I'd imagine everyone is when they're getting married"
"Right"
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I smiled as Tae kissed all over my face. She wrapped her arms around my neck as she stood slightly on her tippy toes.
"I missed you" I chuckled
"It's only been a day"
"I still missed you" I slowly looked her up and down as she backed away
"You look even better in person" she sighed
"Yeah I'm getting used to it"
"Come on"
We interlocked hands as we started walking and talking. She told me about how it was the first day here and what she did. I wasn't really listening, I was admiring her lips as she talked before I kissed her.
"You just gon cut me off?"
"I wanted to kiss you" she pouted
"You could've waited" I smiled and kissed her again
"I couldn't wait"
"As I was saying, you could come back to my room, Nique and Zy are doing something for a while"
"Something?" She nodded
"I wasn't listening, I just heard her say that wouldn't be back until the morning"
"Then yeah, I'll go"
"Mm I wasn't asking but ok"
A/N
I'm sick of this app. That's all.
