1,000 ways to say goodbye

alright

I threw on a pair of jeans, a one republic t-shirt, and a beanie and ran downstairs. My mom was sleeping on the couch which only meant I had to be more quiet. I recently understood, that it's impossible to Sneek around the house without activating your T-Rex arms.Im closed the door behind me, the doors voice creaked but the finale click of it closed was music to my ears.

" I can't belive she actually came. I owe you 10 bucks france." Leo said taking a drag from his ciggerette. Francis found me and gave me ahug. 

" I missed you." he said digging his head deeper into my neck. His voice vibrated my neck and tickled. 

" me too francis. "

" okay, while im over here feeling uncomfortable as hell. lets get the hell out of here." leo said as he dug his ciggie in the dirt. " i dont want to be the one telling your mom that your dating a criple." 

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to make a long story short, we stoped at starbucks. I got my favorite chai latte tea and leo and francis got plain blck normal coffees. I always thought it was intresting how we all have diffrent tastes in drinks. I wonder if our favorite drinks says something about our personality. 

We walked untill we got to the bridge. Leo wouldnt come on with us, but he sat in the moonlight and sat in misery and black coffee. I led Francis to one of the benchs, it was cold, but our drinks made a force feild of warmth around us. 

" Alilylah, describe yourself." he said leaning into me and putting our forheads together. His warm breath tickled my nose. To be honest, I dont even know who I am. Everyone looks at me diffrently, and everyone judges me. People have always found at least one flaw about me and judged me on that one thing. Everyone had a diffrent oppinion. 

"um..." I hesitated trying to remeber what I looked like. " I have blond hair, its short." he ran his hand through my hair as I spoke to him. He was feeling me as if he could see me with every touch. " I have blueish grayish eyes that are unporpotional to each other." his soft, gentle fingers ran over my eyes. 

" You have a short stubby nose." he said as he pinched it slightly. Which made both of us chuckle. 

" yea, and I have pink lips." I said, waiting for him to feel my lips with his fingertips. But they never came. His lips did. I couldn’t help feeling the adrenaline of my heart when he first took my hand in the moonlight. I felt so protective and secure in his presents. Our lips danced, but never stoped to take a breath.  He pulled away, and I looked at him. He was looking at me in his world, I wonder what I looked like to him. 

" Im not good at expresing my feelings," he said. keeping our forheads close together. "I tried to keep everyhting bottled up inside. Half the time, I wanted to trust someone and to tell them what im feeling. but no one ever made me feel safe enough so I could tell them." he said bringing his hand up to my neck. " untill I met you. You make me feel safe, and thats what I like about you." His voice was fading into a soft wisper. " can I trust you Alilylah?" he said pulling away from me. I nodded quickley, and at fist I thought about how stupid I was and how he wouldnt know what I did. But I couldnt find my voice.  " alright."

" alright ..." I said back curling into his arms. 

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WHAT IS GOING ON?!?!?! jk ik whats going on. But I had to add in a little version of my:

okay?

okay.

It was just nessisary at the moment. But it wont be like the fault in our stars.

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