MY THREE LOVERS ( FF)

Prologue

Lisa's POV

" Are you crazy Lisa?~ I can't love you back! I love someone else. You don't deserve someone like me!... Don't talk to me like i also have feelings for you! Honestly, i don't know why you became my friend. We don't have the same standard Lisa. You are so disgusting! I want you to know that you are nothing to me!  And i have one request ... LEAVE. ME. ALONE.". She said  directly to me with fuming eyes in front of the students inside the campus. We are in the cafeteria when I have decided to confess my feelings to my friend since grade three and the girl i fell inlove for a long time.

I am sure that she will not reject me! Yes I am 100% sure coz you know i made a checklist of the act that someone loves you.  But that Hope of mine was suddenly crushed when she rejected me furiously in front of many students. I felt ashamed.

When it's our recess time, I decide to confess to her. I explain it sincerely and in a low volume of voice because i don't want to them to interfere in our business, i will be embarassed again in front of many people although i'm getting use to it. I was shock when she suddenly stood up and bang the table which gather the attention of all students inside the cafeteria. She embarassed me in front of them. Does she need to shout to me like that? I still can't process what's going on but one thing i know is she said that i should leave her alone.

I looked around the surroundings only to find that she was no longer there in front of me. She left me. She ran with her so-called crush who ran after her. Duhh. Some students looked at me worriedly and some looked like they celebrate because once again the ugly-looking nerd is embarassed. I can hear laughters. Oh wow! I don't know what to do.

"Lisa! Are you okay?" My bestfriend Jisoo unnie asked me worriedly while shoving away those students who blocked the way and stop in front of me while wiping my tears away

"Do i look okay unnie? It hurts unnie. Is it my fault that i love her? I did not expect that someone who is very special to me rejected me like she  even tell to whole world that i am just useless piece of shit! I - I can't take it unnie! Please take me away from this place unnie, i don't want to see her anymore!" My eyes are so puffy right now. I cried with all my heart. I am so hurt.

Me and unnie walked towards the exit of the campus. We decided to not to go to classes cause I am not yet ready to confront the person who makes me look like a mess.

I'm a Nerd. Yeah your right. I think that's the reason why students will always avoid me, well, except for unnie and Jennie but after what happened awhile ago i doubt that Jennie really treated me as her best friend. Actually I heard some rumors that the reason why Jennie was suddenly befriended with is it's because of a bet? I don't know if that's true tho.

Is being nerd and no fashion sense makes people give a bad impression to you? For me it's YES. In this time we lived in a judgemental society. Yeah. This life is so cruel. Discrimination and double standard is all over the place. That's why many people committed suicide. But don't worry I am not one of those people who are weak because of what other people said. I'm maybe ugly but i am strong. I know that can handle this. And for Jennie? I still love her despite of what she did. I can't blame her tho. If only I can remove this stupid feelings immediately, i will but i can't. I think i should not push myself to her. I already know her true personality, i'm so disappointed about that you know? If she doesn't love me, she should do it in a comforting way! Not the way she did to me awhile ago. I am badly hurt. I need a place where i can peacefully recover.

"Lisa?Hey Lisa! You're crying again!Are you listening to me?" I was pulled in my train of thought when unnie snap her fingers in front of my face.

"Ye- yes unnie." I looked away to avoid her gaze because the truth is i did not listen to her cause you know what's the reason right?hehe

"Yahh! You're lying!" Unnie suddenly pulled my ear and drag me towards her car.

"Yahhh unnie~ huhuhu forgive me I'm sorry okay? I admit that i was not listening to you. please please let go of my ear now ,huhuhu it hurts unnie! I thought you were my friend? A friend should not hurt friend right? Mianhe unnie~ please kindly repeat what you just have said to me awhile ago?" I said while looking at her with my puppy eyes. I trying my best right now Yeah i hope it will work. Coz i think i will lost my ear any moment from now.

She let go of my ear that make me feel relieved. She sighed heavily and said,

" Let's go to Australia and continue living there. My family decided to let me live there for good coz they will have another branch of our company there. I will be the one to manage that branch soon after I graduate in college.  They want me to be fully trained for my future. And... I want you to accompany me there, cause i don't want to be separated from you. You became my sister." I processed everything she said until...

" Okay unnie. I will come with you to Australia and live there for good. Without any stress. Let us leave everything here, I'll just ask permission to my parents. Is it okay?"  She nodded vigorously.

I decided to accept Jisoo unnie's offer, it is for my own good too, i need refreshments, i need peace of mind, I need to move on from her.

I hope i can ERASE YOU.

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Prologue is out now🤟

Sorry for grammatical errors please correct me if there are errors❣️ thank you