MY THREE LOVERS ( FF)

Chapter 12: Win you back

Jennie's POV

Tonight i was lying here in my bed after going home from school. The scene i saw awhile ago bothers me so much  and my thoughts were pre - occupied of what i saw in the rest room. Lisa and Jisoo were kissing. Fuck. My heart aches badly that any moment from now it would not pump anymore. You may think that i was exaggerating things, but istg that it is true .

I don't understand. Lisa and Jisoo are best friends and were kissing but what about Chaeyoung? Chaeyoung and Lisa are dating. Are they doing this often behind Chaeyoung's back? Chaeyoung would be hurt if she knows this, but if i don't tell her about that scenario she might be hurt more. I was hurt but Chaeyoung will be hurt the most.

Someone knock on our front door. Aishh! Who the fudge would knock on the door in the middle of the night? I was contemplating if should i open it. Chaeng must be in her room because i didn't see her since i got here first. The knock didn't stop and that's my cue to open it and smash the person's head with a baseball bat under my bed coz it scare the hell out of me! I went down the stairs while holding tightly my baseball bat with a fast beating heart, bullet-like sweats from my forehead.

I open the door slowly and ready to hit the person. The door was fully open and i was about to hit the person but i suddenly stop when i heard a sob from CHAENG? Why is she still up in the middle of the night outside? Arghh she doesn't even bother to tell me where she went awhile ago...aishh this chipmunk. But why is she crying?

"Chaeng, hey? Why are you crying?" I said cupping her cheeks and wiping the tears falling from her eyes. Of course i was worried, she was like a sister to me and it was like i need to comfort her and protect her even though i was one year and 27 days older than her.

" Let's go in first unnie." She replied and chuckled a little bit but i can sense the pain from her voice. Did she knew already about it? How?

" C-chaeng, Do you know already?" I ask her while we are sitting in the couch and i was hoping that she won't know about it because i don't want to see her like this, she was hurting, she don't deserve to be hurt.

" Y-yes u-unnie." Chaeng burst out while hugging me so tight as if she was depending on me. My tears threatened to fall too because this is the first time i saw her crying. She knew already and we are both hurting.

" I'm sorry Chaeng, i saw it too but i don't have the guts to tell you about it because i don't want you to be in pain. Seeing the two persons who are so close to you  doing something at your back hurts so much Chaeng. I saw it with my own two eyes too Chaeng, Lisa and Jisoo were kissing, i accidentally saw it and i feel sorry about it because i did not tell you about it because like what i said you are like a sister to me and seeing you hurting aches me." I explained while caressing her back but she suddenly stop and pull away from the hug. She looked at me confusedly that made me look at her confusedly too. (What?)

" Lisa and Jisoo w-were kissing?" She ask almost in a whisper. My mind were emptied suddenly. What the actual fudge does she mean about she knew already? Did i spilled something that i shouldn't spill?

" Y-yes" i said in defeated. Fucked up. Shit

She smiled sadly. And she suddenly place her hands to mine and squeeze it.

" I thinks it's the other reason why she ended the thing between us." She said while looking down.

" What do you mean she ended things between the both of you Chaeng? And what do you mean about what you knew already?" I was very confused. Lisa ended things between them? Lisa had reasons and one of it is about what happened to her and Jisoo, and she has another reason too? I am curious, not that i am nosy, it's just like i want to know the reasons behind it.

" Lisa asked me to meet her in the park at 7 because she said she need to tell me something that's why i leave without even telling you or leaving a note coz i don't want you to disturb you in your room and fast forward, she told me that we should end things already, she don't want to hurt me but she already did, i ask her why, and it's because of the girl whom she fell inlove with when she was still in Korea, the girl who's projects and homeworks are made by her. The girl who rejected and dumped her because of a stupid man but ironically, Lisa still love her until now, and the most funniest part is... It was you she was talking about Jennie unnie." She explained that made my eyes bulge out. They ended things because of me? Lisa still loves me? How? Why? A part of me is happy and overwhelmed but part of me is sad and regretful. Chaeng lost her happiness because of me. She lost Lisa because of me.

" And recently know from you that Lisa and Jisoo were kissing, what a cruel world it is!" She said while throwing her arms from the air.

" I'm s-sorry Chaeng. I'm so sorry" i said, i can't stop my tears from falling.

" Oh no no no unnie, you don't need to feel sorry for me. You should say sorry to Lisa. You hurt her so much. Don't worry about me, i'm okay. Look, i don't have no tears right now and look i smiled." She said while wiping her tears and tried to smile as if convincing me that she's okay but i know she's not. She looks vulnerable.

" Stop it Chaeng. I know you're not. Don't stop your emotions and rather pour it. You can pour it to me. You can smack me, slap me, punch me, pull my hair or anything that can make you feel at ease Chaeyoung. I know you are angry at me. I hurt Lisa and i deserve every hate and foul words you will spit to me. Come on." I said while forcing her hand to slap my face but she restrained herself from doing it.

"Unnie..." She said softly.

"Chaeng, come on pour all of it, i deserve those." I replied and tried again to force her to slap me. She raised her hand and i was closing my eyes and ready to feel the slap but instead all i can feel a soft hands caressing my cheeks which made me broke down. She was too good to me. She was the kindest person i ever meet while me? I am stupid and idiot.

" Unnie... You don't deserve to be hurt, you deserve to be love and cared. I know what you did to Lisa was wrong but i know that there is a reason behind it and i know you can make it right unnie. And don't worry unnie, it was a mutual decision, me and Lisa are okay and we are still friends and seriously i'll be okay, not now but soon. And for Lisa, she loves you so much unnie despite of the pain she felt when you cast her away, and you need to win her back coz i know you love her too." She said and i opened my eyes looking her and i saw the sincerity in her eyes. She is an angel, she is too kind, she don't even know how to be angry. I was very thankful to meet an angel like her.

" Thank you Chaeng. I was very thankful to have you in my life.  If Lisa wants me back, i will for sure win her back too." I said and smiled.

"I'll support the both of you unnie! I was thankful that i did not fall hard to her, it will make me easily move on from her. I'll help you unnie!" Chaeng exclaimed and chuckled.

" Thanks Chaeng, it means a lot to me." I hugged her tight and thank her.

I will win you back Lisa, i promise to make it up to you. I don't want to lose the opportunity to get you back again knowing that you still love me. I still have a chance to you.

End of Chapter 12.
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Sup guys! Here's a long overdue update and i'm sorry because of it. I decided to continue this story because some of the readers said that i should continue this... Although i know it's lame.hahaha

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