MY THREE LOVERS ( FF)

Chapter 4: Party

Jennie's POV

Monday morning when I woke up and went to the bathroom to have shower and after that i fix myself while getting ready for school. I will not stop apologizing to her. I know i fucked up but again it's not my intention.

After few minutes i'm finished fixing myself and ready to go to school. I sighed. It will be a long day again.

As i walk inside our room. I roam my eyes and stop on Lisa's chair. Where is she? Is she absent again?

My mind was pre - occupied of thought of Lisa. I mean of course she is my friends. Friends have the right to be worried right? Yeah, right.

I was brought to my senses when the bell rang. Finally. I chuckled.

My eyes went to the door that suddenly swung open. I was expecting someone but to my disappointment it was not her. It was Kai.

"Hey babe! Come on let's grab some lunch. My treat!" Kai invited me to go with him. He walked towards me and i am too and was about to hug him but he grab my face and i was taken aback when he kissed me. It feels weird. When he noticed that i'm not responding he bit my lower lip and suck my tongue that made me respond to his kisses.

After a minute of a kissing session. We pulled out because we were losing some air. I was about to get my bag in my chair when he grabbed my wrist and He kissed me again but now it's aggressive. I pushed him lightly but he was too strong. I just let him do what he wanted while putting my hands around his nape and his hand around my waist. It feels hot right now. His hands starts to roam my body starting from my left leg, he caress it while lifting it up and put it in his hips as if telling me to let my legs stay there. After that his hands was now in my butt, he squeeze it and i moan because of the sudden action. He smirked maybe because he thinks that i liked it but it's really not. His hands in my butt was slowly moving to my sensitive part. Oh no. This is not good. Because i'm not comfortable anymore and i am so nervous right now i pushed him away harshly that made him fell in the floor

"Stop!" I shout and looked at him. He winced in pain. When i realize what i did to him, i apologized.

"Oh my! I'm so sorry babe. I didn't mean to push you away hard. It's just that i'm hungry and we need to go now because we have no enough time." I reasoned out. I am guilty right now. I should not push him away, but if i didn't do it i may lose my v-card and it was too early for doing that you know.

"I ahmm it's okay babe, ahm ahh let's go,  we need to eat now." He stand up and wipe the dusts in his pants. He carried my things and walk beside me. Oh such a gentleman. I hope you are the one. I smiled and forget what just happen awhile ago.

While we are eating, it was so silent. No one dared to talk. Awkward. When he noticed that i am not comfortable of the silence, he initiate the talk.

"Babe, ahmm my friend Sehun invited me go to his birthday party tonight and i want to go there... With you" he said looking at me as if asking me to say yes while wiping the side of his lips with a napkin.

" you can go if you want babe but i'm sorry i can't come with you because ahm we still have school tomorrow you know that i don't want to be left out in studies right?" I refused his offer because i am not into parties and of course that's was just an excuse because if i allow myself to go to a party, if there is a party, there is an alcohol and if there is an alcohol a person might get drunk, and if i go there i might get drunk and my parents will scold me and ground me , i don't want that to happen, i don't want them to be disappointed in me.

I looked at him only to see his disappointment. I always make him upset this day. I want to make it up for him. I think one party is not bad.i hope my parents won't get mad at me. Please.

He was about to talk but i interrupted him.

"But, if you insist, i'll come with you then. Just this one okay?no more no less. I said firmly. He nodded

" Yeah! Thank you so much babe!"  He exclaimed and smiled at me.

" You are always welcome babe." I replied.

I regretted coming in this party. The lights gives me headache and it makes me feel dizzy. Loud music that any moment from now i might get deaf. I don't know what to do right now. I think i should leave now.

"Kai, babe, i am not feeling well right now, i think i should get back home." I said loudly enough to let Kai hear what i said. Blame the music.

" It's too early to go back home babe! Let's enjoy this party first! Come on, drink this first." Kai offered me a drink.

" Oh no! No it's okay. I don't want to get drunk, my parents will get mad at me. I think i should for this party to end without getting drunk." I said.

"No, i insist babe. Just this one. Drink it. You might get bored waiting for this party to end. And one drink won't hurt right?" He insist.

" Ahm okay. Just one okay." I said and emptied the drink with just one gulp. Woah! It was so strong and hot! I think my throat will be burn right now. I looked at Kai but i was confused when he smirked but i shrugged it off.

After a minute I sensed that someone was touching me. It was Kai. he was caressing my thigh. I have no enough strength to argue i'm getting sleepy. I need to be sober now, but my body won't cooperate with me.

" What are you doing Kai?" I asked him nervously. He just continue what he was doing. I pushed him away but not enough to make him stop. Oh no! Please  someone help me!

" Ahm babe, can you please excuse me for a little bit. I ne-need to go to the rest room i need to pee. I can't take it. I pro-promise to be back after it" I'm making an excuse right now. He stopped touching me and looked at me but his smirk was still on his face.

" Okay go on, i'll wait here." He said.

I don't know why didn't he stop me. And i am happy about it. I should break up with him, it think i already know why he ask me to be his girlfriend which i regret accepting it. I thought while searching for the exit, this place is too big. It is not easy to go out. Help me.

Kai. He was following me. I hastily walked while finding the exit ignoring him. I am nervous right now. I don't know what to do.

"Hey babe! Where are you going?" He caught me by my wrist. I tried to remove his hand but his too strong that it hurts me. I kissed me aggressively, biting my lower lip, asking for entrance which i obliged because this will lead to something dangerous. He caress my thigh while holding my waist and lead us to a room near to where we stand. I don't know that there is a room here. And one thing is for sure, I FUCKED UP!

He pushed me to a bedroom that made me winch in pain. I was so scared, i thought he was different from other man but i was wrong. This is the biggest mistake i ever made in my life.

And now he was tearing the dress i wear leaving me with my underwear i feel so weak. I can't even move, my eyes are getting droopy, please tell me this is just a nightmare. Please!

He went to my top while sucking my neck and his hand went to my sensitive part while his other hand holding both of my hands together above my head. He removed my underwear. I was crying right now i told him to stop but he keep on doing dirty thing to me.

Before i closed my eyes the last thing i remembered is he took my virginity and i am so devastated.

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