𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓸𝔂𝔃 𝓐𝓶𝓑𝔀

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What is it that you see in the morning when you wake up in morning. Is it something that truly fills your life with bliss, happiness or is it something that you never wanted to see in your life again. Something that spooks you enough to truly hurt yourself.

For me It was something I didn't see coming. He was beautiful as could be. He was my first true love who I fell for so quickly. Before I knew it he was gone like that. I know of course that everyone has to pass on at a certain point and time. Did you really have to take him away so young.

I miss his smile, the way he would pout when he would cry. His touch on me, his warm and sweet kisses against my lips or cheek. I miss his warmth against me when we laid in bed. The fabric in my hands are what I have left of him. Tears cascade down my dark brown cheeks with no sign of stopping anytime soon.

My phone continues to ring on the bedside table. Probably someone calling making sure I don't do anything drastic. How could I.....live without him beside me? Once your only source of happiness is gone what are you supposed to do? You can't be suspected to get up and live your life. It's ok to be sad and think about them.

Tears and the constant sniffling aren't going to stop anytime soon for me. No more hearing his cute laughter or seeing his adorable smile in the morning when I wake up. He's truly gone.....he...isn't here on this earth no more. Why did you have to go? I wish you were still here to experience life with me but you're gone.

Why do you take someone away so fast? Why did you put them on this earth if they were just going to be taken away so early? Did I do something to make you hate me and take my only love, the man I hoped to marry, the man I wanted to give children but now I can't.

The absence of him is crushing me. I don't know if I can live with him here with me. Tell me there's something good to look for in the future without him here. You can't because they all would be lies and we both would know it. There is no one that can replace your true love and you know.

No one can make your heart beat as fat as he did. No one can possibly love on you the same way he did. No one can give you the life you wanted as he could've. You and I both know there's nobody like him in this fucked world. As I said before no one could replace.

Let me just tell you one more thing.....I miss him.