So after the conversation with Tony. I decided to forget about it for the rest of the vacation until the last night we went out for a party. We all got dressed i threw on a tight black dress. All the other girls threw on similar dresses just different colors.
y/n's dress
Once we got to the house where the party was being held. We were greeted by a group of guys. Their names were Josh, Jaden, Bryce, Kio, Anthony, and Griffin. Turns out they were all apart of the Sway house back in LA. We all split of into smaller groups. I went with Josh, Ondreaz, and their other friend Tayler. I knew Tayler and Ondre so it wasn't as awkward. But not gonna lie i did find Josh super attractive.
*disclaimer*
(i know josh is dating nessa, so just pretend they aren't for this part of the story)
Our little group went straight to the dance floor. We were the stars of the show. We danced through 4 song and decided to take a break. We all went to the kitchen to grab some drinks. We were all sitting there getting to know Josh and Tayler more. All of a sudden someone said "WE ARE PLAYING 7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN." I look and Ondre and he already knew. "It's okay you don't have to play" He says so calmly and comforting. I tell him "No it's fine, i need to get over him." Then we walk to the giant circle that had formed. I sat between Charli and Ondreaz. They both saw i looked sad so the both leaned in for a hug. All of a sudden everyone was staring at me, the bottle was too. Josh had spun and the bottle landed on me. We both got up and headed to this empty coat closet. "Is everything ok?" He asked. "Yeah, the last guy i liked kinda played me and he was on this vacation but he went home" i tell Josh. "Oh i'm sorry to hear that, so it's okay if you don't want to kiss" He says kinda sad. The thing is it felt like he actually cared about my feelings. He wasn't like Kiss me now or nothing demanding. So i decided to lean in and kiss him. We kissed for about 2 minutes until the door of the closet opened wide. Everyone had their phones out recording. We immediately unlocked lips. Our faces got bright red. Once we were back to the circle i noticed my phone was blowing up. I was being tagged in a bunch of photos and videos. I open my phone and see this
although i looked happy in the pictures i knew it wasn't right. Fans were saying things like "What happened to Tony:(" and "Omg she's such a cheater" There were a lot more. My eyes started to fill with tears. I get up and head to the kitchen. Josh and Ondreaz followed. "y/n what's wrong" ondre asked. "I knew i shouldn't have played that stupid game" i say starting to cry. "Now everyone thinks i'm a cheater." i continued. "No one thinks your a cheater" Ondre tried to convince me. "Oh really then go look at all the post saying "she cheated on tony, i can't believe she'd do that to tony." "Everyone is acting like Tony's the victim and we weren't even dating." i say bawling my eyes out. "that's it i'm calling an uber and heading back" i say. Josh but's in "y/n, no you shouldn't go". i angrily say back "no i should it was a mistake to come here, even more to play that stupid game, sorry but goodbye Josh". I start to head outside when i hear ondreaz say "just text me when you get home please" i respond with "okay, i will". I head outside and get in the uber. Once i got home i ran straight to my room and before i even got there the tears were like a waterfall running down my face. I got undressed and got in the shower. I thought to myself. Why, why am i crying, it's not that i didn't like that kiss with josh. It's the fact that i wasn't over Tony. As much as i didn't want to admit it i knew it was the truth. I loved him, even though we never even dated he made me feel special. Like nothing else mattered when i was with him. I miss it but i knew he didn't care. He only used me for my body, but i still loved him. About 45 minutes pass and i got out of the shower. Before i got dressed i snuck into Ondres room and stole one of his hoodies. I threw it on with some nike shorts and headed downstairs. Nobody was home yet, so i grabbed some ice cream and sat on the couch. I put in some disney + before i knew it i was asleep.
About an hour passed of me sleeping and i felt as if i was being carried. I look up to see Ondreaz. He looks at me and says "rough night" i chuckle. We got to his room and he laid me down on his bed. He went to the bathroom to shower. Once he was out he noticed i was wearing his hoodie. He smiled and said "nice hoodie where'd ya get it" i chuckled and said "Closet de Ondre". He laughed and got into bed. We were all cuddled up. I realized i never felt awkward around him. He was like my older brother but i looked at him and said "thanks" he looks back down and me and says "your welcome my little princess, now get some sleep". i was nervous to say this but "i love you ondre" he reply's with "i love you too stupid". We both laughed and fell asleep in each other's arms.