After daisy left Tony say is all down. He seemed mad but happy at the same time. He told us what daisy has said.
"I'm not the father" tony said while we were all looking at him like he was joking. "she only said i was the father because she knew i would be there for the baby and the father wasn't there for her but he wants to be in the baby's life now".
When Tony said that i felt like 50 lbs was just lifted from my shoulders. But even thought i was happy he didn't get a girl pregnant i don't know where that left us. Like i don't know if i was ready to jump back into a relationship with him. So i just sat there not saying anything thing.
"aren't you happy for him y/n" thomas asked making me jump a little. "uh yeah yeah happy" i say as is i was barley listening to what he asked. They were all confused on why i wasn't like jumping up and screaming.
After that we went on with our day. We spent most of it outside since the weather was super nice. Everyone was either in the pool, tanning, being stupid, or making tik toks. Well all except for me.
I was just sitting next to the pool with only my feet in the water. I wasn't doing anything jus thinking. I thought about what i was going to say to Tony. Like yes i want to be with him because i love him. But then he also broke me heart.
As i was thinking Tony came and sat next to me. "hey" he said with a soft voice. I look over at him and he had just gotten out of the pool. And god he was hot. The water forming into beads all over his body. ughhhhh.
"hi?" i say more as a question. "whatcha doing" he asking playing with a piece of my hair. "thinking" i say looking back at him. "about whattt" he says in a childish voice. "us"i say more serious. "oh" he reply's with a sadden tone. "yeah, so what's gonna happen with us, i'm not sure if i want to jump back into a relationship and i'm not sure you do either" i tell him. "i understand" he says but i can see his eyes becoming glossy. "it's not that i don't want to be with you because trust me i do" i say as my cheeks become more red. "then why" he asks confused. "because every time we are together it always ends bad, i just want to start over no secrets" i tell him. he smirks "ok" and gets up and walks away.
That's it he's just going to walk away ughhh. this is why it's making it so hard to figure things out. Ugh whatever i'm just going to enjoy this beautiful day.
About five minutes later Tony comes back over to me and sits. He taps me on the shoulder and says "hi, i'm tony" holding out his hand for a handshake. "ton-" he cuts me off saying "what's your name" i laugh and tell him my name. "what are you doing" i ask him trying not to smile. "you said you wanted to start over so we are starting over" he says while still holding my hand.
Gosh i hate him but love him at the same time. We spent the rest of the evening just hanging out making each other laugh as if we were best friends again. which i didn't mind because we both seemed happy.
Before the night ended the whole squad decided to watch a movie. Of course they chose some scary movie. Every jump scare i would turn my head into Tony's chest. Everyone would laugh but i was scared so i didn't care.
After the movie was done Tony walked me to my room and said "goodnight beautiful, i hope we can do this again sometime". I smiled and hugged him saying goodnight.
I went over to my closet and changed into my pjs and took my makeup off and fell asleep.
The next morning i wake up and smell breakfast downstairs. Tony and Ondreaz were the cooks of the house. They made waffles pancakes eggs bacon and a bunch of other breakfast foods.
We all sat down and ate like we were a giant family.
*time skip to about 3 months*
It's been about three months since Tony and I "started over". we were now dating and felt happier than ever. We didn't have any secrets and tell each other everything. I'm happy to say that our relationship worked out!! I hope you enjoyed our journey as much as we did!!
Author note
well that's is then end, sorry that it ended but i'm starting a new book soon either about mattia, troy, or idk. but if you have any suggestions on other books lmk. I hope you guys are staying safe. goodbye, for now💜✌🏼
