After i pulled away from the kiss. Josh asks if everything was good. I realized it wasn't. I knew i liked Josh, but my feelings for Tony never went away. I thought long and hard about what i wanted but i didn't know. "i-im sorry Josh but i can't do this" i say running inside and to my room. I felt so bad for leaving josh. I probably broke him. I begin to cry when i hear someone knock on the door. I open it to see Tony. "Can i come in?" he asks politely. I nod and walk back over to my bed. He follows and sits right next to me. He begins to talk "I want to apologize for the other night. I messed up again. But i missed you. I know that i cheated and that broke you but i want to explain why i did what i did. That night i got a text from someone saying that you were using me. And that you only wanted to use me for my body. I know i shouldn't have believed them but i did and i was hurt so i decided to get with that girl. We didn't do anything further than what you saw. But i realized that I Love You. You make me feel some type of way and i just wanted to tell you why i did what i did " he says while tears fill his eyes. Before he can get another word out. I kissed him. She was shocked but eventually kissed back. I pull away and say "i forgive you for now, i'm not saying we will ever be back to that point in our relationship but i'm willing to try. because we both over reacted. we should've talked it out, but what can i say i missed you lopez" i say. he rolled his eyes and says "oh no, no no no you know i have being called lopez" "oh i know you do...lopez" i say biting my lip. His eyes were filled with hunger. I continue to tease him by running my finger down his back and kissing his neck. Then he lifts me up and pins me against the wall. "You know i hate when you tease me" he says while smirking at me. " oh i know you do lopez and i know what it does to you" i say teasing him more. "tsk tsk you've been a very bad girl ya know" he says throwing me back on the bed and kissing my neck. He made his way to my shirt pulling it up. Kissing my body up and down.
*sorry you all know what's going to happen so i'm saving myself and not writing about it*
Tony and i lay there under the covers. He held me like he did before. I missed it i'm not going to lie. He made me feel some type of way. A way nobody else had made me feel before. Then i began to think about what he said. He said someone told him those things. I start to wonder who. I then forgot about it and fell asleep in his arms.
The next morning i woke up to Ondreaz knocking on the door. He walks in and smirks "I see you two made up" he laughs as i throw i pillow at him. "hey hey easy, breakfast is ready so come eat" he says leaving. I get up and hop in the shower and Tony does the same. After showering i do my hair and throw on this outfiti head downstairs and start eating my breakfast until i felt two hands cover my eyes and say "guess who". "um lemme guess Jonathan Lopez" i laugh as Tony removes his hands. "haha very funny" he says while sitting next to me with his plate of food. After we were finished we headed out for a target run. At target i ran straight for the pillows. I love pillow and blankets so much. I look at tony and he rolls his eyes. After i convinced Tony to buy me some pillows we headed to the food to get some cookie dough. I went to grab the cookie dough but then i saw him, it was Josh. He was with another girl. She looked familiar. He looked at me and rolled his eyes once he noticed tony. He then walked over to the girl grabbing her waist and hugging her. I quickly grabbed the cookies and headed back to tony. "What was that" he asked conceded. "it was nothing" i say quickly walking away. Tony catches up to me stopping me in my tracks. "y/n. stop now you're going to tell me what that was all about" he demands. "ok ok i will but not here when we get back home" He nods and we go check out. We finally made it back home and the other helped us make cookies. We were all having a great time. Then it was time for bed. I went upstairs into my room and changed into one of Tony's shirts and a pair of shorts and hopped into bed. Tony comes in and says "whoa hold on not so fast" i look at him confused and then i realized i had to tell him. "ok well..." after telling him all about josh and how i left him because i still loved tony he just looked at me. "you did all that for me" he sounds confused. I nod and say "yes tony i did, now i'm trusting you to not mess it up again and know that I LOVE YOU and only you". He smiles then kissed me. "don't worry i wouldn't do anything to ruin what we have,...again" he says chuckling nervously. I roll my eyes and smile. We laid down and as soon as i knew it he had fallen asleep. I kiss his forehead and say "god i love you Tony Lopez" and then i fell asleep feeling as safe as ever.
Author note
i hoped you enjoyed this chapter because it wasnt how i had written it at first. I've been having trouble thinking of what to write so don't hate😂. But i'll be updating asap so stay tuned💜✌🏼