The Magcon Girl(Magcon boys fanfiction)

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ELLE.

Tours are great,they really are.Meeting new people,seeing new places,trying out new things,taking loads of pictures,probably..
but do you know what's not great?

Packing.

I was looking at the piles of clothes on my bed,sighing.

What am I going to do?

These were the moments when I really wanted my mum to be here.
I didn't know what to pack for a one month tour,how would I know?I haven't been on tour before.It was kind of a shame that I didn't know how to pack a suitcase at the age of fifteen,almost sixteen but you know what,I couldn't care less.

My door opened and I turned my head to the door,seeing Cameron standing there with a smile on his face.He was holding two cups in his hand.
''Coffee?Double mocha,yes?''He said,making me smile.
''You're a life saver.''I said and walked towards him,planting a kiss on his cheek for his nice gesture.
I looked to his injured leg.His leg has really gotten better in the past few days,he didn't use crutches any more as he could walk almost normally.
''What're you doing?Packing?''He said and looked towards the piles of clothes on the bed.
''I got mum to send me all of my clothes here because I wanted to show her I could pack my own suitcase and that I was responsible enough,but that plan kind of failed.Now I'm on plan B.''I replied.
''What's plan B?''He asked as we sat down on the carpet,sipping coffee.
''Throw all your clothes on the bed and stare at them in hopes of a guardian angel coming from heaven and packing your suitcase.''I said shrugging,making Cam chuckle.
''I could help you if you want,I mean,I pack my own stuff all the time.''He asked.
I raised an eyebrow at him but eventually agreed.

Even if we had shared a kiss and even if Cameron knew he was my first kiss,things haven't got awkward between us.I doubt they ever will be,because he's an amazing person.
He's been helping me to prepare for the tour and letting me know some other important things,as well as cheering me up every time I feel sad.He really was an amazing friend and I wanted it to stay that way.

With Shawn..it was different.We had shared a pretty heated moment yesterday and haven't really talked since last night.I felt something when I kissed but I knew what it was.
It was lust.
He was an  attractive guy,and he was a good kisser.Don't blame me!
But I knew I would never like him,because of his personality.He had different sides of him and I've only known two and I knew there were more.There was something the boys didn't know about him and I was willing to find out what it was.

"So,what I always do is just make a mental list of what I would need."started Cameron.
"You'll probably need underwear,a bathing suit,shorts and long pants,long sleeved shirts and T-shirts. That's for when you're on the planes and staying in hotels."He counted on his fingers.
"Then,if you want to look fancy for meetups,you can throw some dresses in if you want to."He added,shrugging.
"When did you become an expert in packing?"I asked him with a raised brow.
"Last night when my mum called."He shrugged,making me giggle.

After we were finally finished with packing all of my things for a month,me and Cam put the two suitcases in the bathroom and walked towards the boys' room.
The boys were all on their phones,not really doing anything in general.I noticed Shawn stretched on his bed shirtless in the corner.He sent a side smirk in my direction when he noticed me,making me blush before I looked away.
"Elle,I haven't seen you in ages!"Exclaimed Nash when he noticed me.
He jumped from the floor and tackled me in a big hug,almost making us both fall to the floor.
"You're unbelievable."I shook my head with a smile when he pulled away.
''So,did you guys pack your stuff?''I asked them,getting nods of approval as a response.
''Yeah,you?''Asked Shawn.
''Yeah,I-''
''I helped her because she didn't know how to pack a suitcase.So I helped her.''Interrupted Cam,answering Shawn for me.Shawn snarled in response rudely.
What?
''Who doesn't know how to pack a suitcase at sixteen?What are you,five?''He snapped.
I was a bit taken back and in shock,so I only opened my mouth but nothing came out.
Why was he rude all of a sudden?I thought we were friends.
Did he regretted that he had a moment with me?
''Easy there,no need to be rude.I thought you guys were friends.''Said Cameron defensively,as he put an arm around me.I didn't like where this was going.
''Us,friends?We hate eachother.Well,I hate her.''He said.
Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes.
Why does he hate me?
But he said we were friends?
He was so nice...
Is it the way I look?
Is it the way I talk?
Why does he hate me so much?
There was a moment of silence,while the boys looked between me and Shawn.He was looking at me,glaring at me as if it bothered him that I breathed the same air as him.

-SHAWN-

''I-I'm just…I-…''She bit her lip,excusing herself with her hand and walked towards the door.
''Wait,Elle!''Called Cameron but she was already out of the door.

What have I done?

I didn't know what came over me,I didn't want to be rude at her,but I was so jealous of her and Cameron.
Why do they spend so much time with each other?
''Now look what you've done.Stay away from her.If you ruin this tour for her,our friendship is done.''Snapped Cam,pushing me in the shoulder not too softly,before he walked out of the room,in the same direction as Elle,calling her name down the hall.
''What the fuck is wrong with you?''Said Nash,glaring at me before he,too followed Cameron and Elle.The other boys didn't say a thing,they just walked out of the room one by one,not even looking at me.
Now I've done it.She'll never like me after this.Why am I such a fuck up?
All I do is ruin things.

I didn't want to be so rude to her,but she was making me feel so many things,it was too much for me and I just couldn't deal with that.But the way her eyes watered when I offended her,made something burn in my chest.I didn't like it.
I needed to set things straight with her,I needed to apologize.I wanted us to be friends,I wanted us to be anything that would give me an excuse that I could be close to her.
I sighed and sat down on the bed,putting my head in my hands.

What have I done?