The Adventures of a Schiz and Her Lover

switching roles

"You're so selfish," A drunk Xavier murmurs.

"Excuse me?" I quirk an eyebrow at his rude comment.

"You heard me." He turns towards me, face flushed and eyes drooping.

"How am I selfish?" I ask, taking a sip of wine.

He leans forward as I set the glass down to wipe the remnants from my mouth.

"You never consider the fact that maybe I want to be in control sometimes. Maybe I want to be on top." He's pouting now, looking down at my lips.

"I let you on top!" I refute. "And besides, it turns you on to be controlled."

"Yeah, but it would be nice... every once in a while..."

"Hun, it's something you have to take. I can't give you dominance."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"So... you won't like kill me? If I take control sometimes? Like if I boss you around like you do me? And if I like... pin you down and stuff?" He scratches against his neck, embarrassed.

"I'll let you know if you go too far, but you know I'm always willing to try new things and learn about what you like."

"You always want to know my fantasies, right?"

"Yep."

"Like... even the embarrassing ones?"

"All of them, there is nothing to be embarrassed about." I take both sides of his face into my hands and lean up to kiss him gently.

"Mmn..." he sighs, seeming to have trouble opening his eyes when I pull back. "Well, i'll tell you, okay?"

"Okay."

"Don't cut me, okay?"

"Okay."

"I want to have sex in the backyard." He opens his eyes to check my reaction.

"Sure." I giggle, stroking his hair.

"And I want to say the things you say to me. Like the dirty things..."

"Yeah?"

"And...I... well, I mean it's fine if you don't want me to but I kind of want to... uhm..."

"Xi?"

"I want to spank you." He whispers.

"Oh?" I'm surprised, but it's nothing out of the question, so I just continue playing with his soft curls.

"Yeah, well... not like hard or anything. Just a little, with my hand, on your butt..."

"Anything else?"

"Scream my name, and let me touch your special spots like you touch mine, and I wanna play with your hair too, and maybe try the butt thing and ooh! Can I use the vibrator you used on me on you?" I laugh as he begins to spill everything.

"You've thought on this a bit, huh? I'll have to get you drunk more often."

"Drunk?" He raises his eyebrows. "Who's drunk?"

"You, babe."

"Oh... oh yeah. You drugged me? I feel all floaty."

"Maybe I drugged you a little, now come on let's go have sex in the backyard."

"Really?" He asks in a high pitched voice, clearly excited. "Oh, but..." he looks down with a frown.

"What?"