Making Mistakes

Ch. 3

I wake up to skinny arms rapped around me and pulling me in. It's 7:30 and the kids need to get up and ready so I can drop them off at school by 9. I remove Augs arms and get up. As I get out of bed Aug catches my arm and pulls me in.
"Come on baby 5 more minutes, Let me feel you"
I smirk and then i smell the alcohol on his breathe from the night before. It instantly pisses me off.
"Maybe if you would have come home on time last night you would have had more than five minutes" I snatch away from him and go into the bathroom. He follows me and in and wraps his arms around me from the back and kisses me on my neck. I pull away and start to brush my teeth.
"I suggest you should do the same"
He rolls his eyes and starts brushing his teeth. After I finish I start the shower and prepare to get it. I'm fully aware of my husband roaming eyes as I undress. He hasn't seen me naked in a while because he's barely here. He spits his toothpaste out and when he looks I'm fully exposed. He turns around and I can see my old friend bulging out of his night pants. Now August was skinny but his dick was huge believe me. I miss it so much, I swear. One thing me and August never had a problem with was the bedroom. We both were amazing.
He walks over to me and I walk further into the shower, he thinks he gonna get some but he is sadly mistaken. After the stunts he'd been pulling lately hell no he's not getting any of this pearl. As I all into the shower, I lock the shower door so he can't follow me in. He is so mesmerized by my body he doesn't even notice. He tries to walk into the shower when he notices it's locked.
"What the fuck !" "Come on baby"
"Ha! No, why don't you go ask the bitch that kept you from your family last night for some pussy"
"What are you talking about"
"I'm talking about the bitch who left lipstick on your pants and the one who keeps you coming in at 4:00 in the morning"
He rubs his face aggressively
"I'm not cheating, damn! you know that."
" Do I ?"
"Wow really"
"Yes really, you are barely here half the nights and you always come home smelling like Hennessy and pussy"
"Wow"
"Yeah, wow" He stands there looking through the shower door, hard as a rock. In frustration, he grumbles and walks out of the bathroom. I ignore him and continue letting the water hit me, as I think about the rest of my day.

I step out of the shower all clean and refreshed, and before you ask yes, I washed my body with soap and wash clothes. No dirty bitches over here.
I walked into the room and August is staring daggers into my face. Still upset about the bathroom encounter. I ignore him and get my robe on and put my hair up in a low pony so I could wake the kids up. I left August sitting on the bed mad. He has no reason to be angry at me but at himself. I did nothing to him, hell I'm the one who is hurt. I try to push the feelings out of my mind,so I can be present for my children. I walk inside their room to see them sleeping so soundly. I swear me and Aug got some beautiful babies from the oldest to the youngest. I wake up la'mone first. He is the easiest and quickest and upon request he always wants to make breakfast with me so I wake him up first.
Mone baby wake up, We're making your favorite!
"Mmmhhh huh?"
"Pancakes"
"pancake!"
I giggle at his excitement. "Yes, now hurry up and get ready so we can start on breakfast"
He dashed out of bed and goes to the bathroom to brush his teeth. I shake my head, that boy has too much energy on his hand. Now on to the hard part, my beautiful princess. I'm not gonna lie she is spoiled rotten by me and her daddy. She is my only girl and she is so sweet, humble, and very low maintenance. The only thing is my baby is not a morning person at all and is serious about her sleep. Every morning waking her up is a struggle for real.
"Lyric baby wake up!"
I know that's not gonna work so I shake her a little and she still doesn't budge. Then I just pick her up and place her on her feet"
"Hello my baby"
"Good morning mommy"
"Good morning, lets go get you cleaned up and ready for school ok ?
"Ok?" My baby is tired and I can tell more than usual. She went to bed passed her bedtime because she wanted to see her daddy, but she held out until 11 and then went right to sleep. This is also why I hate when Aug just goes out and comes home whenever. He doesn't just disappoint me but he disappoints our babies. I tell you my babies miss their daddy, they miss him. Aug is a great father but ever since music took over all he thinks about is his career, not his family.
I get the kids started on their hygiene and lay there clothes out. The twins are super independent and dress themselves every morning. By dress themselves I mean put on their uniforms every day. Nothing fancy, and even if it wasn't a school day they still are dressed like kids, not like mini-adults. I don't like when I see babies in crop tops and such. Let the kids be kids for a change and stop trying to make them look older.
As the kids come downstairs and into the kitchen I took mone's Durag off and put oil in between his braids. Mone wants to be just like his daddy and begged me to grow his hair out like daddy so I did. I took lyric's scarf off as well and made sure her feed in braids were nice and oiled as well. After that me and Mone got breakfast ready. The boy loved to cook and is always right by my side when I'm near the stove. He is my little helper. As we finish up the pancakes, i get out some cups and help lyric pour apple juice for her and her brother and help her get it to the kitchen table. After that, the twins go to the table and bring their plates with pancakes on them. As there eating I pull my laptop out and listen to some track my producer sent me for my new single. Even though I'm a full-time mom it doesn't stop me from being an artist. I love writing and performing and it pays off too. Ask me about my 3 Grammy's and 4 VMA's and I recently was on a soundtrack for a big movie in theaters. so fingers crossed I may be up for an Oscar. As I'm listening to the track my annoying ass husband walks in.
"Daddy!!" The twins say and run to him. August picks them up and kisses them both multiple times.
"My babies" "what y'all eating huh" " y'all saved some for y'all skinny daddy"
The twins giggled
"Here daddy taste mine" lyric said. Mmmmmmmmm!!! So good! Who made these!!
"Me and mommy!" Mone said.
"Really!" "Well alright chef mone"
" hey kids give your dad a kiss and go get your bags ready for school we leave in 15minutes ok"
They kiss their dad and finish up there food and go get there bags ready. August stares at me and goes to get some extra pancakes. I take them from him.
"Those are for the kids not you"
August sighs and looks up at the ceiling and back at me.
"Baby I told you, I wasn't cheating. Come on baby you know I wouldn't do that, I love you to much"
I'm silent he comes slowly to me and kisses me pushing me up against the countertop. He spreads my legs knowing I'm still naked from this morning with just a robe on. It has been so long since I had been touched or kiss I didn't even care how mad I was at him I just wanted some affection I was deprived of. He pulls down his basketball shorts and immediately slides in me with out hesitation.
"Fuck August" i whisper so the kids can't hear
" I'm sorry, baby" he whispers in my ear as he strokes slowly, making me feel every inch of him that I have missed. He speeds up and I moan out "ahhhhh shit August" he picks me up while still in me and moves me to a more discreet part of the kitchen. I missed this i missed him and needed all of him.
"You daddy's you know that" he says as he speeds up. I don't answer and then he pulls out and turns me around so I'm facing the wall and he can hit it from the back. He slams into me and starts tearing my pearl up. YOU STILL DADDY'S!! He says with grit. And smacks my ass. " yes" he says " yes what!"
"Yes daaaddyyyy"
"Yes Dadddyyy"
"Yeah baby you the only one for me, you hear me" *smack*
"Yes daddy!"
"Oh shit I'm about to cum!!!"
"Me too baby!!!"
"Oh shit aaahhhhhhh!!!"
August fell into my back as we both came together. As i felt his nectar pulsate inside turned me on even more. As i glanced around to get my composure i notice the time 8:45 AM my eye bulged out of my socket !! I have to go!
I start to rush up the stairs to put in clothes and Aug is right on my tale.
"Wait hold up"
"What aug"
"don't what Aug me, you not gonna just fuck me and leave we need to talk "
" we could have talked last night but you decided to be out"
" what the fuck man!"
" keep your voice down" I scream whisper "Now if you want to help me you get the kids to school because i still have to get ready your basically dressed"
"Baby i can't i gotta get some sleep for the studio tonight"
" are you fucking serious aug, you barely see your kids due to the "studio" and now you got free time and you can't even take them to school, wow"
" baby i gotta work"
" And I do too but you don't see me compromising my family for my career!"
"MOMMY WE'RE READY !!!" as they run into our bedroom with their backpacks ready to go.
I put on a fake smile for my babies and easily divert the prior conversation to them.
"Good. How bout your daddy takes you this morning Mommy had a little work this morning and needs to get ready.
"Yay Daddy is taking us!"
Aug mugs me and the kids turn to him. I mug him back. The kids run out of the room and down the stairs. I and Aug follow behind them.  As we make it to the bottom of the stairs to the front door I began to go over my morning checklist with them. They always are forgetting something and then I have to run home mid-session and go to their school. Not something I look forward to, but hey that's what morning check list are for.
"You got everything? Your workbooks and your show and tell?" I ask them, with a fake smile on my face.
"Yes ! "
" Remember to keep all toys in your bags" I say.
The kids start to run to the door. I stop them because I know that boy is up to something.
Stop! La'mone, let me check your bag.
Mone stares at me with a weird look and looks at his sister. Lyric shakes her head and says
"I told you she gonna know?"
"Know you didn't," Mone says
"What is she talking about," August Says. I know La' Mone is up to something. he's been getting into a lot of stuff lately since Aug has been gone.
"Mone give the bag to me." Mone hesitates for a second and then reluctantly gives me the bag. I unzip the bag and find water gums in the bag that he got for his sixth birthday. They look like real ones except they are plastic.
"MONE! You know better!"
" but momma!"
" But momma, nothing! I told you no guns at school!"
August looked so confused and stepped in.
"Baby, it was probably a mistake."
" no it wasn't aug! La'Mone and I have had a talk about these things staying at home ever since his parent-teacher conference!"
"What parent-teacher conference."
"The one you missed"
The room got silent and Aug once again stands there in defeat. The kids just look at me and there dad with a look of confusion and slight disappointment. I promise you he is so oblivious to what has been going on in the house that it's ridiculous. I closed my eyes and zipped up my son's bag after taking out the water guns. This has been too much this morning and the kids are already going to be late. I give the bag back to my son kiss my kids and walk up stair in silence. I can't do this anymore I'm almost at my breaking point and I'm trying to hold on. Let me get ready and go to the studio. I feel a hit coming on and only happens when I'm going through something.