I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 6

Mina•

i woke up when the sunray was hitting my face, as i open my eyes i feel my head ache so bad when i saw a glass of water and a medicine at my desk.

i drank it of course then saw mom cooking, i can't remember anything what happened last night all i remembered was jeongyeon and i fought. gash we've just hitted it already then we fought?!

myoui mina you're not fucking thinking aren't you?

"you were so wasted last night, jeongyeon was the one who brought you home last night. if she didn't saw you in that beer house you're probably not alive now" mom said plainly

i felt so bad for jeongyeon. i mean we fought and she still managed to bring me home

"here's a soup to remove hangover" mom said again and gave me a bowl of soup

"thanks mom" i said

"sana came out gay" i said while still sipping a soup

"you're gonna avoid sana too? like what you did to your brother jimin after her came out?" mom said plainly and didn't even looked at me

"what is that suppose to mean?" i said and stopped sipping the soup

"im trying to convince you to stop hating gay people so that you can't lose people around you, you're going to regret that mina im telling you" mom said and left me in the table

after i eat, i prepared my uniform and stuff for going to school.

i was about to call the girls but i remembered they're angry at me.

when i got to school i saw the girls at the entrance of the campus waiting but they suddenly walked inside the campus when they saw me.

i guess this is what happens with people like me, i felt sad ofcourse

i just walked inside the campus without them when someone suddenly putted his/her hand at my shoulder, it made me look behind. it was jeongyeon

the good hearted jeongyeon

"i'm sorry if they're avoiding you, it's just that they're still angry of what happened last night" jeongyeon said as she came along walking with me

"im sorry last night jeongyeon-ah" i said and looked down

"you should apologize to sana, not to me. you walked out at to her party right?" jeongyeon said and smiled at me, i nodded at her

we got in the classroom and saw the girls trying to avoid looking at me then jeongyeon joined them. as i walk closer i saw sana trying not to cry

i felt bad but what can i do? this is me

"about last night, i want to sincerely apologize" i said and bowed at them

"you're not sincere. i can feel it" jihyo said and gave me a glare

fuck im seeing this glare again, i hate this

"wait, im trying to apologize cause i dont want you guys feel bad" i said

"yes you're apologizing but do you mean it? i mean you still hate gay people even if you apologize to us. im so done with your homophobia mina! WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP?!" jihyo said and started shouting

i saw chaeyoung and momo trying to calm her down

"what can i do jihyo?! im like this ever since I was born" i said and starting to be angry