I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 14

Jeongyeon•

I lent my car keys to momo, chaeyoung and dahyun to drive mina home since my seungyeon unnie is here to pick me up with her car

As we tackle the road unnie suddenly spoked and asked me

"so whats the real reason why you got that black eye huh?" she asked

"seokjin suddenly punched me, im not doin anything or what but he's accusing me that i stole her girl from her... But the girl he's referring to is my friend" i answered while i still hold the melting ice pack to my eyes

"maybe youre being too close to that girl, you should distant yourself to people with a partner especially to girls since you look like a man" unnie said then focused driving

I missed talking to her like this :((

I missed my unnie so much!

"im trying to distant myself but i cant help it, whenever she's around im vulnerable" i answered and looked outside the window

"hmm looks like youre whipped to that girl" unnie answered

"but im not planning on tearing them apart... Im contented being a friend besides she's not into girls" i answered that made unnie raise her eyebrows

"thats great that you know where you're limits and position is, stay where you are jeong and move on" unnie said and looked at me

"but last night something happened to us" i said then bit my lip

"MWO?!" unnie suddenly shouted

"we almost did it" i shyly answered and lowered my hesd

"YAH! YOO JEONGYEON! YOU'RE STILL A JUNIOR!! HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DONE THAT" unnie scolded me and curled my ear

"Yah unnie it hurts let it go!! And she's my first gash! Im not like what you think" i exclaimed then she let go my ear

"i thought you already done it to other girls! But did she responded to you?" unnie suddenly asked that made me choke my saliva

"yeah" i shortly answered

It made unnie widened her eyes and smiled at me creepingly weird

"she responded so it means she liked it? OH MY GOD OUR JEONGYEON IS INDEED A GROWN UP NOW!!!" unnie cheerfully said

"Yah unnie! Dont give me false hope! Im trying to distant myself starting tomorrow" i replied

"aww poor kyungwan, not able to have the girl she loves" unnie pity me

Indeed poor me not able to have the girl of her dreams

Its indeed complicated, all i ever did was to love her

Support her

Cheer her up whenever she feels down

Be happy for her relationship with seokjin

I guess im really just a friend? And that kiss? Maybe she didnt mean it, maybe she just got carries away with the situation.

From now own im gonna distant myself from her

There's no hope after all

Chaeyoung and dahyun was right, i should move on now. Mina cant love me

Im sorry minari, i had to do this.

"mom invited ryujin over, you better be good to her" unnie reminded me

"excuse me im not that harsh to ryujin anymore, to be honest we turned out to be close friends in school and she even defended me to the guy who punched me" i answered