I Can't Make You Love Me | •JeongMi•

Chapter 16

Mina•

Its christmas break already and mom and dad are starting to plan where we are going to spend our christmas vacation

"why not japan? Since hyung is there?" i suggested

"are you sure honey?-" i cutted mom off cause i know what she's talking about

It was because of my older brother jimin, and jimin is gay.. The reason why he's living in japan because he doesnt want me to feel uncomfortable with him since he knows that im homophobic.

"im sure and besides im not homophobic anymore, im accepting gay people more now" i explained to mom

It made mom and dad smile since they've always told me to stop hating.

Although we're a religious family its better to be more open to the society, mom and dad is too religious but they never hate gay people

Its never been wrong to love someone even on same sex

Love has no gender nor boundery

Im quite proud of jimin hyung that he came out proudly.

Of course im proud of my friends too who indeed out and proud HAHAHAHA! Aish those girls! I mean gays HAHAHA

Flirting in the front of me? Aish!

"i guess jeongyeon really did her best to help you" dad said and smiled at me

I nodded

She indeed really did her best to help me change, now i wonder why she's the one who's changing now

I admit i sometimes miss her, i cant deny that.

Especially now that i know im in love with her..

I cant believe im admitting this, im indeed whipped and bended

Now i understand what nayeon said to me before

I remembered what she told me when were arguing about how i got disgusted when sana came out

(A/N if none of you remembered it, it was in chapter 6 ^_^)

"YOU KNOW WHAT ONE DAY  SOMEONE WILL MAKE YOU REALIZE HOW AWFUL YOU ARE FOR HATING GAY PEOPLE LIKE US! ONE DAY YOU'LL KNOW WHAT IT FEELS!"

It indeed feels awful, and i now i fully understand the pain they've going through whenever i told them im disgusted.

Jeongyeon really did change me, to the point i want her to be mine now

But yeah now she's really avoiding me,

Is it because she knows that im homophobic? Is she scared that i might judge her like i did to sana?

Judge her for kissing me? Little do she know i liked the feeling how our skin touched that night

If she only knows.

"she really did" i replied and smiled at them

"im not seeing jeongyeon and soekjin visiting here? Did something happened?" dad asked

"to be honest i dont know how i will tell you this, but jin punched jeongyeon because he's jealous whenever im with her...Now jeongyeon is distancing herself away from me

Jin even told me to stay away from the girls because he knew they're gay, especially to jeongyeon he's always been controlling" i honestly answered and looked down

"aish! I already knew from the start that boy isnt good to you!" mom said

She was right, jin isnt really good for me