2pm: Lunch with Dad went unexpectedly better than phone call with Mum. Nerve-wrecking at first because he kept questioning how feelings were developed for Jon and why it suddenly blossomed into a relationship. Made me very wary of myself and my feelings, dawned on me that I never once asked Jon how he developed feelings for me in the first place. But received blessings from Dad nonetheless. He was more concerned over buying new motorcycle which is perhaps his most recent fancy. Ridiculous investment. He fished out a couple of magazines and began flipping through them asking for personal opinion.
8.30pm: Diligently updating online blog while sipping on chamomile and playing Ella Fitzgerald in the background. Jon's relishing whatever is left of Sunday night watching the telly. Felt the need to write down some thoughts about Jon and I, just to get things sorted out. Found myself thinking this relationship is for long-term and began to panic mildly about coping being in Singapore society, unappreciative of homosexual relationships. Difficult. Miscellaneous thoughts include trust, insecurities over fidelity, and monetary savings. Hate to dive into conversations about money, it always concludes with the notion I am on the threshold of bankruptcy. Bloody hell.
10pm: Decided to take a gander into the living room, haven't heard from Jon since dinner. Found him sound asleep on the sofa with Wheel Of Fortune showing, only he can fall asleep to such a thrilling show.
