𝙷𝚊𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚊//𝙹𝚒𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔 ☼

𝚝𝚘𝚘

Jimin led the latter to his room.

Uhh. Jungkook blushed furiously.

Jimin smiled mildly. "Oh, whats with that dirty mind of you?"

Jungkooks eyes widened, and his face reddened even more, "What? No! I dont think of those-"

"Oh my god" Jimin laughed. He was just too intrigued by Jungkooks supposedly cute reactions to everything.

Well, Jimin thought He wont be smiling or blushing that much after he finds out about me.

Jungkook was needlessly fidgeting again. The mere presence of Jimin was enough for him to puke out of anxiety.

Hyung, Jungkook scratched his head, What is it that you want to show me?

Jimin took a breath. "Kook ah"

Jungkook stiffened up.

"Yknow, about how I keep my condition from you right?"

Jungkook raised his brows out of anticipation and curiosity, partially excitement too.

"Would you want to know?" Jimin gave Jungkook a choice, not wanting to push an opinion at his face.

Jungkook was happy, very happy. He couldnt stop smiling, in the thoughts that if Jimin were to tell him something so private such as his condition, it was a sign of trust. He took it that Jimin finally trusted him more now, and that the former had a chance of winning him over.

Jimin on the other hand, was nervous. That piece of information could either make or break their relationship, and he didnt want to think of the second choice. He had to tell Jungkook, as his best friend, and nothing more.

"Yes, Ill listen hyung." Jungkooks eyes glimmered with joy, no sign of the sadness that once lay in him.

Jimin bit his bottom lip. It wasnt the answer he was hoping for. He was fighting internally with himself. A part of him wanted to tell the latter as he thought Jungkook deserved to know the truth, the other part however, wanted to keep it a secret forever, as to not break Jungkooks will and hope.

The first choice might have shot Jungkook in the heart, Whilst the second, kept both parties in denial and in the dark, respectively.

Jimin took another breath. "I have Haemophillia."

Jungkook quirked his head sideways. "Whats that?"

Jimin mentally hit himself, "Of course he wont know what that is, you idiot."

"Well, how should I say this.. "It was Jimins turn to look away now. "Its a condition that severely reduces my blood clot.." He looked up at Jungkook, checking. The latter was still as clueless. "Since my blood clot doesnt work, I tend to bleed a lot whenever I get an injury. Even if its a very small cut, the lack of blood clot makes a huge difference." Jimin didnt want to look up.

"You'll bleed a lot, and it takes a long time to stop it." Jungkook replied, after a long silence.

"Yes."

Jungkook stared at Jimin, he didnt believe the latter.

"I dont believe you." He replied the shock still not calming him down.

"Jungkook, its the truth. Please believe me." Jimin exhaled.

"No." Jungkook refused to believe Jimin. "Is this your way of rejection?"

Jimins throat dried up. This was the worse case scenario that he had thought out in his head. "Jungkook, what do you mean-"

"You know full well that I like you, dont you?" Jungkooks eyes were dark, facing the ground. "You want to reject me, but youre too nice to tell me straight in the face, so you do this." He looked at Jimin with the most solemn expression he ever could muster.

Jimin was frustrated. "No! Its not like that!"

"Then what? Youre going to reject me either way! Even if I was wrong and that wasnt the true meaning behind calling me here, you would still have rejected me even if I confessed normally!" Jungkook shouted in anger, not at Jimin, but himself.

"How do you know?" Jimin shouted without thinking twice about his words."I didnt say that I didnt like you back!"

Jungkook stared straight into his eyes, as if he was trying to bare a hole in him

"Then say it."

"What?" Jimin questioned, awfully confused.

"Say you like me back."

Jimin was speechless. He couldn't say anything. He himself was unsure pf the feelings he bore towards the younger, and wasn't ready to say anything about it either. Jungkook waited. The long, awkward tension in the air was suffocating, and painfully longer than what it should have been. Jimin couldn't breathe.

"Then I take that as a rejection." Jungkook looked away and got ready to leave.

"I'll prove to you!" Jimin shouted, once again not thinking about his choice of words ." I wasn't lying that I had haemophillia."