Chainsmoking your Love

Enough said

So! I was currently thinking of ways I can be different from others who write Loud House Fics. It then dawned on me, like Gibbs slapping me on the back of the head, An Idea came to me! I shall make Fanfics involving the sister's friends!

That's right! At one point I shall be doing stories about: Tabby, Polly, Haiku, Giggles, Margo, Dana, Becky, Thicc QT, Sam, Mazzy, Jordan, Stella, Sid, Nikki, and Cristina! either as full-blown stories or 1-shots

I WILL NEVER DO RONNIE ANNE! NEVER!

I don't like her as a love interest for Lincoln as she is more obsessed with her Rep then how Lincoln thinks of her. I do like her and yet I don't. she a touchy subject for me I guess.

anyways! back to the story!

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Lincoln was walking with Becky halfway back to his house. Becky turned to the white-haired boy and looked at him with concern in her eyes.

"You sure you wanna go back tonight? You can stay with me at my house" Becky told him

Lincoln looked back at her with a soft and caring smile, letting her know that he appreciated her concern. Lincoln did appreciate it, but he still needed to go home, she had already done enough for him. Comforting him, bandaging his head, and just caring about him in general. It made him feel better.

"I'll be fine Becky... thank you" Lincoln told her

"Alright..." Becky said "But call me at 8:30 sharp, if you don't I'll be coming to get you and see if your ok"

Lincoln nodded and decided to ask her something that he wanted to since she confessed to fighting Lori.

"Hey, Becky?"

"yeah?"

Lincoln was nervous but decided to continue to ask his question, "why do you care so much about me? with this whole situation?" Lincoln asked

Becky's face fell for a moment but then she looked back to Lincoln. "It's a bit personal... but I'll tell you later, promise," Becky said

Lincoln nodded.

They continued to walk down the street passing by the park. Lincoln quickly looked at the park to see some little kids play and swing. He looked at the sight and felt sad. Sad that he couldn't smile as they could. He couldn't be as happy as he once was, not with everything that had just happened. Lincoln looked away from the park and back to the sidewalk. With every step he took, Lincoln felt as if he was stepping back into a haunted house. He didn't know why he was going back to the place that made him feel so shitty and miserable, but he didn't want to intrude on Becky's life. He was already doing that to so many people. He was already doing that to Lori. When that name came to his head, he felt sadness, but then felt rage. No, this was beyond rage, this was hatred, suddenly all the things she ever did to him came flooding back. Her freaking out on him because of her little break up with Bobby,

'fuck him' Lincoln thought

How she never once said anything nice to him, always being the boss and never caring about how he or her other siblings felt.

'bitch' Lincoln thought again

how she constantly degraded him for enjoying the things that he loved. Had he ever told her that Golf was fucking stupid and boring? no. Not once had he ever put her down for everything. The whole sister protocol was bullshit, it was his room, his stuff that they used. His sisters? when did they do anything for him? Sure there was a couple of times but few, very fucking few. He regretted everything he had ever done for his sisters now. He hoped that one day he would be like his sisters, none of them supported him, not even the people who called themselves his parents it was all bullshit.