Chainsmoking your Love

Edge of Darkness

We only now have 3 chapters left of this story! :'(

I am sad that this story is already coming to an end, but I'm also glad to know that so many people love this story! so again I want to thank everyone for the support as well as the reviews on this story as it has meant so much to me.

But hey! I got more depressing stories coming your way, so if you wanna see those then just wait, trust me more stories like this will be coming soon.

Anyways let's get back to the story

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Lynn Loud was currently In her room by herself. Everyone else was gone, Luan, Luna, and their mother had gone to the pharmacy as Luan's pills were almost gone, which Luan said was strange because she didn't take that many.

Well, back to Lynn, who was bouncing a ball off the wall and catching it. She was currently thinking of her current crisis. Confronting her so-called "faults". Lynn didn't believe that she had faults, sure she can be a bit competitive and jealous, but she wasn't that bad, like Luna, Lincoln, and Lucy made her out to be. No, Lynn Loud Jr. was a perfect athlete and one of the coolest sisters in the Loud Family. How could anyone not like her?

"Every word that comes out of your mouth is going to be about how I messed up! about how I'm and fault! how I'm the problem!"

Lynn Grumbled, "He was just being a wuss," Lynn told herself

She threw the ball harder and she caught it the same, she threw it back as Lincoln's words began to repeat themselves.

"you never look at yourself and see how much of a bitch you can be!?"

"I'm not a bitch," She told herself

She threw the ball harder

"NO! Because all that goes through your thick skull is how great and amazing you are!"

"Stop it" Lynn told her brain "he's just trying to hurt me"

She threw it harder than before

"of course that's what you think..."

"I-I know I'm right," She said

She threw the ball harder now, you could hear the pounding through the whole house.

"It's always me... never you,"

She threw the ball harder and it came back even faster and hit her right in the face. Lynn grunted in pain as she looked to where the ball landed

"Son of a bitch!" Lynn cried

She left her room and went to the bathroom to look at her face, it wasn't bad but it was gonna leave a bruise on the corner of her left eye. She sighed and was just glad that she didn't break her nose... again. She walked out and went back to her room. This time there was no ball throwing and she just lied on her bed and looked to the ceiling. Now, and only now, had Lynn Loud Jr. began to truly think about her faults, about how she acted, about how her actions had affected the people around her. She remembered a lot of bad things that she had done to each of her siblings, not to mention there were somethings that even she kinda hated about herself, like clogging up the toilet, While Lynn wasn't the definition of "girly" There were somethings that even she thought were gross. She just never wanted to be like her other siblings, she never wanted to worry about her features or dating people, or anything that Teenage movies and shows depicted girls worrying about.