Who is She? (Nalu fanfic)

Chapter 5

Lucy's POV:

3 year old Lucy:
"Mamma! Mamma! Please wake up! Mamma!!" Tears start to form in my eyes. "Mamma, you can't leave me! You promised that you will be there when I met the one! You said you will always support me! Mamma!" A blond woman looks up from the bed I'm sitting by. "I'm sorry sweetie. I know I promised you those things, but now I can be there for you no matter what. Lucy, I will always be there with you. Remember that I love you." With that the blond woman I called mother closed her eyes. Forever. Tears slide down my face; I look at my delicate mother's hand and take it. I cry and cry already missing her. I will always miss my mommy.

Present:
I wake with a start. "Mamma..." I place a hand on my head. It's been awhile since I had that dream. I look at the calendar next to me. "Today is the day," I look at Plue," I have to go visit mamma's grave." I give him a sad smile. I get up and get ready for the day. I sigh," this is going to be a long day." I look out my bedroom window. The sun was shining. It's already mid-spring. It's been a while since I have seen Natsu. It is sorta funny because I have been enrolled in Fairy Tail academy for a while now. It hurts me to think of how Fairy Tail used to be. My home with all my friends. Now it's just a building that holds lost memories and heartbreak. I leave my apartment grabbing my bag. "Speaking of heartbreaking memories...it's time to go home."

2 hours later:

I get off the train. I walk onto my old property carrying my suitcase. It's been a year since I have been 'home'. Pappa is usually busy so I don't have to see his face when I'm here. All the maids and staff are the same and they greet me with open arms. I walk into the mansion looking around. Nobody was here. I guess they are just working right now.... I just shrug my shoulders and head out to mamma's grave. There I bow down and sit by the angel on top of her grave. "Hey mamma. It's been a while. I hope you are having fun in heaven right now. How's Pappa? I don't really want to see him...but mamma I learned to forgive him. I know now that he sent me to that orphanage 'cus I remind him so much of you. Mamma,do you think things would have been different if you haven't died? Do you think that you would be here with me? I really don't know mamma." I stroke the plague on the gravestone,"mamma, I miss minna. Do you think Fairy Tail can remember me? We were all good friends when we were little. I remember one time Lissana put a lot of hot sauce on my food cus Levy and I ate her chocolate. She forgave me though." I laugh. "Levy was always a bookworm. Did you know I was writing a book mamma? If Levy ever remembers me I want her to read it. Then there was Natsu. He was my childhood crush. We go to the same school now. Sadly I think I still like him,but he doesn't even remember who I am! We met several times during the winter...you know when I was depressed." I look at one of my arms,"he didn't even remember my name. I can't blame him though. He is a dimwit and it has been years. Mamma, did you know that the person running Fairy Tail academy is the same man that adopted me and sent me to America? He's cruel and harsh. Once he adopted me and made Fairy Tail go down into bankruptcy, I tried to stop him....I was to late. I just hoped that all my past friends were adopted before that happened. They would have gone homeless or worse......Mamma, I miss you. I wish I could come more often but Pappa would never let me step foot on this property. Ever since I was adopted by that man, Pappa couldn't care less about me. So mamma, please understand why I can't visit you. Why I lost all my friends. It's all because of him. Jose Porla. The man that ruined my life. I can never forgive him. Never."tears fall from my eyes,"Never!"

Natsu pov:

It's been months since I saw 'Lucy'. There is just something about her. I've looked all over the place. I can never find her. She even started coming into my dreams.

Natsu's dream:
I'm in a brightly lit room. Standing in the middle of the room is Lucy. She is crying. She falls to the ground. I run up to her to see what is wrong. She tilts her head up showing her beautiful brown eyes. "Natsu, why don't you remember me? I loved you so much. Please remember me." She then disappears and in her spot there is a little girl that looks like her. "Natsu!! Wait up!" She smiles at me and I look at myself. I'm in my kid body again. Little Lucy runs up to me and gives me a hug. "Natsu, I missed you! Where have you been Baka!" She smiles at me. The dreams shifts and now both of us are standing in front of a grave. Little Licy is crying in front of it. I try to touch her but my hand goes through her. "Mamma,mamma,mamma,mamma!!! Why did you have to leave me? Mamma! You said you would be there when I met my knight in shining armor!!! Mamma! You promised me you wouldn't leave me." I try to comfort little Lucy but yet again I can't touch her. I'm then tugged out of the dream into the real world.

Back to Natsu in the present:
I can't get this girl out of my mind what can I do? What should I do if I ever see her. I don't know what to do anymore!!!